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Saturday, July 31, 2004
I'm too tired to explain about the flower thingy. So just hop on to Qazim's blog. He have the whole explaination there.
You're such an attention seeking bitch.
who? what? where?
You're such an attention seeking bitch.
who? what? where?
raudahrevealed something at
8:50 PM
Friday, July 30, 2004
Oh damn. Makni said if she finds out I fail my maths , she's going to ground me. As in , ban me from playing the computer.
tell me. WHERE IS THE JUSTICE?
tell me. WHERE IS THE JUSTICE?
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9:21 AM
Thursday, July 29, 2004
reading mirah's posts sometimes just makes me afraid. Why?
cause I have an aunt who teaches Malay at Broadrick secondary. What if her students hate her too for budging in their personal affairs? I just want to say , no one is perfect , that teachers are human too. Like my aunt , she does call up parents of her students who misbehave . in other words , she's like Cikgu Shafiee. Its all part of her job. But underneath all her strictness , she's a very nice and caring person indeed. Some of you have met her , she had brought me up since I was a child. I owe her almost my whole life , for without her I am nowhere. If you follow up with my family life you'd have guess why that's so.
Some had said she was kepo and egoistic and all! But have they ever thought why she's so? If she had not been kepo . Where will I be now?
I'm just seriously affected by all this. What does her students think of her? Cause if its anything bad , I swear to god its unfair and I'll just strangle the person.
I'm being emotional . So what?
ARGH
Just fuck off.
cause I have an aunt who teaches Malay at Broadrick secondary. What if her students hate her too for budging in their personal affairs? I just want to say , no one is perfect , that teachers are human too. Like my aunt , she does call up parents of her students who misbehave . in other words , she's like Cikgu Shafiee. Its all part of her job. But underneath all her strictness , she's a very nice and caring person indeed. Some of you have met her , she had brought me up since I was a child. I owe her almost my whole life , for without her I am nowhere. If you follow up with my family life you'd have guess why that's so.
Some had said she was kepo and egoistic and all! But have they ever thought why she's so? If she had not been kepo . Where will I be now?
I'm just seriously affected by all this. What does her students think of her? Cause if its anything bad , I swear to god its unfair and I'll just strangle the person.
I'm being emotional . So what?
ARGH
Just fuck off.
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5:59 AM
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Lol. Couldn't help but post that . Hwahaha. Talk about shaking.. ooh yeah.. (its from the movie dirty dancing)
I almost got hit by a van just now. and the ironic thing was that , the van got this great big letters stuck on it that said , JESUS LOVE YOU.
now im not trying to be racist. Cause this will stuck as ironic to peole of all races. I just found it like , ummm weird. Can you imagine?
"Jesus Love You"
Bammmm!
and i'm dead. What a dramatic ending to my life.
but whatever , im still alive and kicking. And this is a big disclaimer. I'm not trying to make fun of the religion. Oraite?
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4:54 AM
Sunday, July 25, 2004
I can't believe weekends are over.. And now , I have to go to school . It so unfair that time can go so fast when I'm playing the computer while it practically doesnt move at all during Physics class..
Oh yeah. We had arab test just now. Can you believe that? Arab test! So here was how it went.
Me: *stares at the paper* Wtf?
Everyone else : *stares at the paper*
Suhailah the freak : *begins scribbling answers all over the paper*
Everyone else: *copies down Suhailah the freak's answers*
Me: Wtf?
And poor me. I was sitting right at the back of the class , since I had came in late. So yeah , the only other person sitting next to me was ... uhhh no one. So I begin scribbling all the nonsense. and the ustazah thought I knew the answers so she walk to me and did the most horrible thing. She checked my answers ! Right in front of my face.
Her: Kan kat sini ader Huma... So lepas tu kener taruk aper?
Me: Huma?
Her: Check answer betul betul.
Me: oOoh! dah paham dah
Yeah so It was a lie. Whatever. Actually I did understand something. which was : i have no damn idea what the answer was.
So I wrote down what I understood , on the peice of paper.
Saya tidak tahu jawapan ini kerana saya hanya berbual bahasa melayu dan ingerris.
so yeah.. now I can gauge what my marks are going to be like.
Oh yeah. We had arab test just now. Can you believe that? Arab test! So here was how it went.
Me: *stares at the paper* Wtf?
Everyone else : *stares at the paper*
Suhailah the freak : *begins scribbling answers all over the paper*
Everyone else: *copies down Suhailah the freak's answers*
Me: Wtf?
And poor me. I was sitting right at the back of the class , since I had came in late. So yeah , the only other person sitting next to me was ... uhhh no one. So I begin scribbling all the nonsense. and the ustazah thought I knew the answers so she walk to me and did the most horrible thing. She checked my answers ! Right in front of my face.
Her: Kan kat sini ader Huma... So lepas tu kener taruk aper?
Me: Huma?
Her: Check answer betul betul.
Me: oOoh! dah paham dah
Yeah so It was a lie. Whatever. Actually I did understand something. which was : i have no damn idea what the answer was.
So I wrote down what I understood , on the peice of paper.
Saya tidak tahu jawapan ini kerana saya hanya berbual bahasa melayu dan ingerris.
so yeah.. now I can gauge what my marks are going to be like.
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7:50 AM
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1:14 AM
Saturday, July 24, 2004
I swear there's a ghost in this room! tell me. issit normal to have this strong smell of kemenyan and then suddenly your door keeps swinging open and closing.ahhhh. it might just be the wind, it might just be.BUT STILL. how can the wind pull open my door.
I had to hide under my blanket for a long time man. *Shudders*
and i don't know why. i dont know why I went for timekeeping the sec 4s just now. It was soo long and draggy. But whatever , I need the CIP hours badly. And did I tell you that it was long and draggy.
and did I oso tell you that I have hantu ALbab in my room. and its not even funny ! coz im freaked out!
I had to hide under my blanket for a long time man. *Shudders*
and i don't know why. i dont know why I went for timekeeping the sec 4s just now. It was soo long and draggy. But whatever , I need the CIP hours badly. And did I tell you that it was long and draggy.
and did I oso tell you that I have hantu ALbab in my room. and its not even funny ! coz im freaked out!
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5:55 AM
i don't believe this. How could they do this to me?!?! WHY NOW , OF ALL TIMES DO THEY HAVE TO REBOOOT THE COM?! can't they wait until paint shop pro evaluation date is over. I'm still supposed to have 20 more days left.
urgh. here am i just coming back from my mum's house and found out my computer has been rebooted to nothingness. And my songs were all there too! and i want my paint shop pro back! can anyone buy the software for me as a buffdae present ? can anyone? can anyone?
no
Am i making sense even?
why is everyone ganging up against me? why? why ? why?
*makes a dramatic leave*
urgh. here am i just coming back from my mum's house and found out my computer has been rebooted to nothingness. And my songs were all there too! and i want my paint shop pro back! can anyone buy the software for me as a buffdae present ? can anyone? can anyone?
no
Am i making sense even?
why is everyone ganging up against me? why? why ? why?
*makes a dramatic leave*
raudahrevealed something at
3:16 AM
Thursday, July 22, 2004
wahhh fatin buat aku kembang jer.. anyway thanks for the compliment. So that adds to one more person who can understand my poem! hwahaha.
I had madrasah just now. Yeap madrasah. And we had this test on Arab. and I was like , "wtf is these words." and people around me are also , "wtf is these words." Except for Suhailah who was like , " *puts arab language here* "
Lets just hope i learn arab before PSLE. Which is in a few months time . Never mind , i'm going to study hard and by no time i'll be writing arab poems..
riteee....
dont mind my lame mood today. I'm just trying to cheer myself up. and I also wanna apologise to Wani for being sucha jerk! I'm like the worst group member anyone can ever have. I'm serious.
Did I tell you I failed A-maths test , the first test of the term. And tooting Sadiq wasn't exactly helping either. I did not received the worst in fact , I was much better a lot of people but nooooooooo only I have to be critisize. Freak.
i know he reads this. Which makes it all better.
hah. i'm still feeling moody. grrrrrrrr
I had madrasah just now. Yeap madrasah. And we had this test on Arab. and I was like , "wtf is these words." and people around me are also , "wtf is these words." Except for Suhailah who was like , " *puts arab language here* "
Lets just hope i learn arab before PSLE. Which is in a few months time . Never mind , i'm going to study hard and by no time i'll be writing arab poems..
riteee....
dont mind my lame mood today. I'm just trying to cheer myself up. and I also wanna apologise to Wani for being sucha jerk! I'm like the worst group member anyone can ever have. I'm serious.
Did I tell you I failed A-maths test , the first test of the term. And tooting Sadiq wasn't exactly helping either. I did not received the worst in fact , I was much better a lot of people but nooooooooo only I have to be critisize. Freak.
i know he reads this. Which makes it all better.
hah. i'm still feeling moody. grrrrrrrr
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7:07 AM
i wrote a poem. uh huh. and its like a page long. i wont post it here since I doubt anyone can understand. and it has the most dramatic title, "the sun" . creative... no? :P
I think the only person who I love to share my poems with is hidayah since we both share the same passion for them and can analyse my poems like reading a book , i swear. well she doesnt take literature for nothing does she. weird huh how someone so loud and irritating like me can love poems. So anyone else love poems?!
gtg now. have to do some stupid bullshit project. byeee..
I think the only person who I love to share my poems with is hidayah since we both share the same passion for them and can analyse my poems like reading a book , i swear. well she doesnt take literature for nothing does she. weird huh how someone so loud and irritating like me can love poems. So anyone else love poems?!
gtg now. have to do some stupid bullshit project. byeee..
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2:32 AM
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Yey! i'm glad people like the layout. But id prefer if you tag at my tag-board then tell me at school. hahaha. cheyy aku ni cerewet plak..
We played badminton just now. I can now declare that Chin ghee is a pro in it. Geez , i wished I knew earlier. One lesson to be learnt , do not underestimate the opponent no matter how inncocent they look. Did I tell you that me and my partner (Yi mei) won 2 out of 3 games. The one we lost was against Chin Ghee of course. How should I knoe brainy people can play badminton!!
Literature and Emaths C.A was ubberly rubbish. If I pass.
I will have the shock of my life. I didn't get to study since yesterday I slept like a pig. Wani had said , she knew I was going to sleep as sooon as I get home. Which is not true. Since I had ate first before I slept. So it doesnt count. Besides who am i to deny the power of the bed.
You know what kind of people I dont understand? When everytime I just get online . And I mean EVERYTIME! Before I even get to open my internet explorer someone msg , "hello" then followed by , "ngah buat aper?" . First thing is.. I just got onlineeee. So the only thing I'm doing is reading your stupid question. And another thing is , WHAT IS SOOO INTERESTING ABOUT WHAT I'M DOING. i might be digging my nose , or scratching my ass , or doign homework. My my , thats so interesting isn't it? It doesnt irritate me if you do it once in a while. I mean sometimes , I do ask people , what they are doing and I do enjoy talking to people online. But OMG! EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME I JUST AND I MEAN , JUSTTTTTTTTT GOT ONLINE , MUST ASK IS IT? its just soo remas-ing. as if thats not enough , This sometimes happen:
him/her : Hello. Ngah buat aper?
and I don't reply since I'm soo irritated sicne this particular person has done this for the millionth time
him/her: dah makan?
i still dont reply
him/her: tadi kluar?
silenceee
him/her:dah buat homework
then i log off since i'm tired. then i log in again.
him/her: hello
silence
him/her: ngah buat aper?
silence. and block him/her. then after a long time cam kesian so i unblock.
him/her: heloo... dah makan?
OMDJKALDUASIDUWOEJQWEUQIOE! You're not my mother , you're not my boyfriend and you're not my husband. So stop all this! And i'm not talking abt boys even. Yes I knoe one boy who does this. Which I find fucking irritating. But there are some other girls WHO does this too. so far , I have encountered 4 of this freaks who have an orgasm whenever I tell them what im doing or whether i have eaten or not.
Shitheads.
lol , u must think im some kind of anti-social. maybe its pms. (yes. blame it all on pms). Maybe it before-physics-ca-symptoms. yes i have physics c.a tommorow. Boring subject , worst teacher.
p.s : i feel so vulgar today. I am mad. I have Pms. *makes fierce face* grrrrrrr...
We played badminton just now. I can now declare that Chin ghee is a pro in it. Geez , i wished I knew earlier. One lesson to be learnt , do not underestimate the opponent no matter how inncocent they look. Did I tell you that me and my partner (Yi mei) won 2 out of 3 games. The one we lost was against Chin Ghee of course. How should I knoe brainy people can play badminton!!
Literature and Emaths C.A was ubberly rubbish. If I pass.
I will have the shock of my life. I didn't get to study since yesterday I slept like a pig. Wani had said , she knew I was going to sleep as sooon as I get home. Which is not true. Since I had ate first before I slept. So it doesnt count. Besides who am i to deny the power of the bed.
You know what kind of people I dont understand? When everytime I just get online . And I mean EVERYTIME! Before I even get to open my internet explorer someone msg , "hello" then followed by , "ngah buat aper?" . First thing is.. I just got onlineeee. So the only thing I'm doing is reading your stupid question. And another thing is , WHAT IS SOOO INTERESTING ABOUT WHAT I'M DOING. i might be digging my nose , or scratching my ass , or doign homework. My my , thats so interesting isn't it? It doesnt irritate me if you do it once in a while. I mean sometimes , I do ask people , what they are doing and I do enjoy talking to people online. But OMG! EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME I JUST AND I MEAN , JUSTTTTTTTTT GOT ONLINE , MUST ASK IS IT? its just soo remas-ing. as if thats not enough , This sometimes happen:
him/her : Hello. Ngah buat aper?
and I don't reply since I'm soo irritated sicne this particular person has done this for the millionth time
him/her: dah makan?
i still dont reply
him/her: tadi kluar?
silenceee
him/her:dah buat homework
then i log off since i'm tired. then i log in again.
him/her: hello
silence
him/her: ngah buat aper?
silence. and block him/her. then after a long time cam kesian so i unblock.
him/her: heloo... dah makan?
OMDJKALDUASIDUWOEJQWEUQIOE! You're not my mother , you're not my boyfriend and you're not my husband. So stop all this! And i'm not talking abt boys even. Yes I knoe one boy who does this. Which I find fucking irritating. But there are some other girls WHO does this too. so far , I have encountered 4 of this freaks who have an orgasm whenever I tell them what im doing or whether i have eaten or not.
Shitheads.
lol , u must think im some kind of anti-social. maybe its pms. (yes. blame it all on pms). Maybe it before-physics-ca-symptoms. yes i have physics c.a tommorow. Boring subject , worst teacher.
p.s : i feel so vulgar today. I am mad. I have Pms. *makes fierce face* grrrrrrr...
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1:13 AM
Sunday, July 18, 2004
New layout. Tadaaa.. the layout of coz is done by other people , since I don't know html.Thanks a lot Mirah , who made this pink and white layout. I owe you one. anyway.. the picture is done by me.Okay soo the picture is too big and its infested by my face. But this is soo my blog soo i sooo have the right to infest my face here.
Racial Harmony day
it was two days ago , skg baru aku tulis. haha. anyway , the day started off well i guess. Everyone looked so nice. Highlights of the day.
1. Taking pictures of course. *flicks hair*
2. There was this guy who wore , a lady's baju kurung with heels. He should have wont he best dressed contest but I guess they dont know which category he was in , Male best dressed or female. *salutes him/her*
3. All the 4/5 guys wore singlet and kain pelekat. talk about class spirit.
4. After school we went out to tampines and everyone was staring us like we were some alien from outerspace. Seriously , racial harmony people! Racial harmony day a few days earlier!
5.There was this one time we walked at the hawker centre , we entered and all the heads went , "ZUP" , turning at us. I swear I heard the , "ZUP" . I felt like a freak.
6. Apparently other parts of singapore celebrates racial harmony next week.
what happened to powerwebmusic.com? Now i cannot upload songs to my blog nymore.. I wanted to put 3 days ago -mario winans. Yes! Mario Winans rock!
Racial Harmony day
it was two days ago , skg baru aku tulis. haha. anyway , the day started off well i guess. Everyone looked so nice. Highlights of the day.
1. Taking pictures of course. *flicks hair*
2. There was this guy who wore , a lady's baju kurung with heels. He should have wont he best dressed contest but I guess they dont know which category he was in , Male best dressed or female. *salutes him/her*
3. All the 4/5 guys wore singlet and kain pelekat. talk about class spirit.
4. After school we went out to tampines and everyone was staring us like we were some alien from outerspace. Seriously , racial harmony people! Racial harmony day a few days earlier!
5.There was this one time we walked at the hawker centre , we entered and all the heads went , "ZUP" , turning at us. I swear I heard the , "ZUP" . I felt like a freak.
6. Apparently other parts of singapore celebrates racial harmony next week.
what happened to powerwebmusic.com? Now i cannot upload songs to my blog nymore.. I wanted to put 3 days ago -mario winans. Yes! Mario Winans rock!
raudahrevealed something at
2:28 AM
Friday, July 16, 2004
Racial Harmony day!
uh huh. uh huh. we all dressed up. I must say , we took a lot of pictures. I didnt bring my camera though so we all used qazim's . I've uploaded some photos. Yes. it all has my pictures! hwahahaha.
soo umm here's the link.
http://racialharmony.mypicgallery.com
i want more pictures!
uh huh. uh huh. we all dressed up. I must say , we took a lot of pictures. I didnt bring my camera though so we all used qazim's . I've uploaded some photos. Yes. it all has my pictures! hwahahaha.
soo umm here's the link.
http://racialharmony.mypicgallery.com
i want more pictures!
raudahrevealed something at
6:56 AM
Thursday, July 15, 2004
im an outfit repeater. so sue me.
geez! i have no camera!
geez! i have no camera!
raudahrevealed something at
5:29 AM
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
im soo lazy to update. i think this spcae will be abandoned for a while.
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4:25 AM
Saturday, July 10, 2004
I would love her/him to be happy. Then the guilty feeling will ebb away. But a small , wont know how I will take it in the future. Will I be like him/her ?
raudahrevealed something at
11:06 PM
Its one of those days where I feel like shit. I'm having a cold and life is turning its back against me. I feel like curling up in the corner and sit there for days. I guess this is how its like to feel shitty and unwanted.
URGH!
URGH!
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6:14 AM
Friday, July 09, 2004
can u believe today is the last day i can use paint shop pro! arrr! No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
click here
*hails shirt*
click here
*hails shirt*
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5:18 AM
Monday, July 05, 2004
Happy youth day err every youth! To be honest , I haven't bought neither hidayah nor shaiful a birthday present. *bows head in shame* anyhows , since shaiful love spiderman. err , you do dont you , so i decided to make a blend for him. Originally I wanted to make a layout out of this thinger , so the image is small and may I add cramped. Nevertherless , shaiful... This one is for you.
Click here for blend.
Hahaha , i'm so budget. anyway i knoe the blend is not much. I'm no pro and this paint shop thingum. But its the thought that counts! *shifty eyes*
Happy belated buffdae to u! happy belated buffdae to u! happy belated buffdae to shaiful!!!
Click here for blend.
Hahaha , i'm so budget. anyway i knoe the blend is not much. I'm no pro and this paint shop thingum. But its the thought that counts! *shifty eyes*
Happy belated buffdae to u! happy belated buffdae to u! happy belated buffdae to shaiful!!!
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6:44 AM
Sunday, July 04, 2004
it happened again. i was smilling at nothing and this guy thot i was smilling at him. argh! I shuld stop this habit. I should stop this habit! Its so embarrassing. I was just grinning like sume fuckwit and this guy gave me this , why-are-you-smilling-at-me look?
and also i've developed a new horrible habit of making my facial expressions like im horny or sumthing. lol. I can't help it. its where i put my tongue in between my teeth. and it looks like im in the middle of licking my lips. Once i was staring into space and doing the "expression". It always comes when im thiking of something or when I'm nervous. And there was this guy in front of me which i didn't realise .oh god , did i gave him a scare? Maybe i didn't . I dont know .
and also i've developed a new horrible habit of making my facial expressions like im horny or sumthing. lol. I can't help it. its where i put my tongue in between my teeth. and it looks like im in the middle of licking my lips. Once i was staring into space and doing the "expression". It always comes when im thiking of something or when I'm nervous. And there was this guy in front of me which i didn't realise .oh god , did i gave him a scare? Maybe i didn't . I dont know .
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7:52 AM
Saturday, July 03, 2004
It is currently 12.45 and im still as awake as ever. musical is over . sad isnt it? but it was uberfun even though I was unexplainably tired. not to mention it was nervewrecking when we were backstage. There were loads of hugs which may I add , was fun. Im going to miss musical.
So anyway , tommorow I'll be at wild wild wet. Im not really looking forwards to it even though Nor will be there. Im not so keen on wearing my swimming costume. and it'll be soo full with people , which i hope will not contain any cute boys.I would just cringe and die if i see anyone from school and Im wearing my swimming costume. I look like a scuba diver.
P.S: did i tell you im going to have a new neighbour , I havent met them yet though. Please dont let them have any dogs!!
So anyway , tommorow I'll be at wild wild wet. Im not really looking forwards to it even though Nor will be there. Im not so keen on wearing my swimming costume. and it'll be soo full with people , which i hope will not contain any cute boys.I would just cringe and die if i see anyone from school and Im wearing my swimming costume. I look like a scuba diver.
P.S: did i tell you im going to have a new neighbour , I havent met them yet though. Please dont let them have any dogs!!
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5:45 AM