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6:18 PM
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
TITANIC
You have a gift jack. You see people.
I see you.
Am I the only person who found this scene .. welll . kinky?! I mean before that , he was showing all this pictures of naked woman (one legged prostitute) and the next thing he says ,"I see you." I bet inside his mind was "*horny horny*" . And who in the world says "You have a gift , you see people" to a man who who draws naked one legged prostitute.Or maybe I'm just shallow. Maybe everyone else finds that.. romantic and sweet.
Speaking of which , did you see the censored nipples of that drawing ? Tcs 5 censored the nipples because they assume we thought woman nipples are heart shaped or something. Seriously. It was just two black dots in the drawing. I dont see the need to censor it.That's just retarded. Really. I mean first of all the nipples were just two black dots on that drawing. you censor the nipples and the boobs are there in all glory. That's just distubring. If you didn't see the movie yesterday. Just picture this drawing of two semi-circles and there you have it , the censored boobs. And the retard who did it has the damned job in the world. I mean just imagine.
"What do you do for a living?"
"I censor tities.."
And why in the world did that old woman threw that thing in the ocean!? Someone please explain to me. I mean , I would understand if she didn't want to give it to others cause she wanted to keep it for herself. But throwing it into the ocean?!
Is there an explanation?! If so. Enlighten me.
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2:41 AM
Saturday, September 18, 2004
the result of boredom
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11:12 PM
Friday, September 17, 2004
If I didn't know better I would have thought the word "I'M BAD" is writen right across my forehead in big bold letters. I don't know why. I don't know why (yes I repeated myself) , but teachers think I'm always the bad one. Even though I'M NOT!
for example.
I was sitting there like a good girl paying attention to mrs verma in social studies class. Ok fine. So I was practically asleep on the table. But . BUT I was still a good girl. and then Aimran asked me this long question. Which I didn't hear. So I said , "ah?" and the next thing I know. I was being nagged at by Mrs. I-love-to-scold-raudah Verma for five freaking minutes in front of the class. Just because what? Just because I said , "Ah?" and she didn't bat a single eyelash at aimran at all. BLOODY HELL.
She was like .
"Why are you interrupting my class? Is it so important that you have to talk to your friend in my class? Why can't you do it after school? Blahblahblahblahblahblah *for five minutes* "
and I was like
....
For one thing , at least , I'm showing signs of life in class. The rest of the class are either sleeping or staring into space. So be thankful.
for another. The last time i checked "ah?" is not even a word. So technically I DID NOT TALK IN YOUR CLASS.
and last but not least. Are your ears only designed to hear my voice? You didn't hear aimran's sentence but you heard my word. Well I hope you hear this. I DID NOT TALK IN YOUR CLASS!
She pisses me off. This mrs.verma. i don't care what the 4/5 thinks of her. She just bores me death in social studies. and worst , she expects us to hang to every word she says. Like you can't even turn to your friend and ask "can I borrow a pen". That is how important her lesson is to her. But she's nice outside class (when she doesnt talk soSIALLLL studies) . Like the other time I didn't do homework and she was pretty nice about it. So other than that. I prefer her best when she shuts up.
Oh god. My whole entry is about verma!!!! to make it less verma-ish. here's a blend.
Ashlee simpson
The lyrics are from the song shadows. If you noticed.
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was running out
And running for the door
Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me
I am aware that the last word , "me" can't be seen. But bleahh. I dont care. Anyway . Some people have told me , sometimes my tagboard likes to do this weird things (it keeps refreshing before they get to tag) that they can't tag.
reallly?!
Owh man.
but for those of you who CAN tag. please do. I've always loved tags.
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2:32 AM
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
I went online just to write this entry.
anyway I dont think this entry would make any sense to you. Unless you're my classmates.
My fear of crying is getting the best of me. Every single thing that angers me , I run and shun myself away from everyone else , i just couldn't help fearing if I was going to cry in front of my friends. But I don't want to feel like a wimp anymore. I'm just here to thank shairah , qazim , wani and hidayah. For being so patient. Seriously. I bet you're sick of me already. Always running away at every single mistake you make without any single explanation. I'm the stupid one.
Something happened just now. It was only a small thing. but i just went straight past them without saying anything even when they asked like a pms biatch.
I'm so weak. I know. I did this a number of times already (Shairah and Hidayah should know). But instead of leaving me alone , like they don't care , these people would always call me , ask where I am.
When everyone just arrived at the library I was just overwhelmed.and I realise how stupid I am. How sensitive I was. I thought you had probably had enough of me. But you didn't. all four of you came and comforted me *well they did say some things that helped*. And I feel so guilty . I wanted to hug all of you. Haha but it would so drama.
So after the end of the day. I conclude that I am too sensitive. Wimpy and stupid. That will change of course.
Geez. This is one dramatic entry.
So yes. I am sorry you guys!!! and thank youuu , for being patient and tolerating my shits.
I shall go offline now.
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5:14 AM
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Blogger was beinG a bitch and deleted my whole entry of a farting man. But im not giving up. i'll write another one.
Me and fatin was had just met a monster (super duper farting machine i mean). To summarise it all up. We were at the library studying *ahem* . Tampines library's reference section to be exact. And reference section was ultra quiet. You all should know that. There was this man who sat behind us. Behind me , more like it. But Fatin was near as well.
So as we were engulfed by the quietness of the library. This man.. We saw him lifting his butt to the side a little and..
PROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTT
I could practically feel earth's air pollution by 50% and noise pollution by 90% already. It was that loud (and smelly). Remember me saying about the quiet atmosphere. And suddenly the urge to laugh out loud rise inside me. I couldn't control it. Well neither could fatin. She was already hiding her face in her hands. We couldn't laugh loudly since it was the library so there was already tears in my eyes to prevent me from laughing out loudly. We were just in silent fits of laughter.In the end Fatin rushed to the toilet to laugh loudly. As for me , I was frozen to my seat at the unbelievably smelly fart.I swear a boquet of roses would wilt if I put it under his ass.
I'm seriously traumatised. I would now give anyone I want to marry a farting test or something. *Shudders* Just imagine
You and him. On the pelamin. In nice clothes , taking pictures. Everyone there. friends , family , etc etc.Happily awaiting the wedding night and suddenly.. He gives a loud and smelly fart!
I'd just run and hide under my mother's baju kurung and announce that I would rather marry Barney.
Ok so I'm exagerating. But seriously. I mean , whenever I want to fart , I tell my friends beforehand so they can all run for cover. Some may find it disturbing but , I think its better than you give this smelly fart and everyone's like "who farted?" and then you go "DEFINITELY NOT ME!"
Oh god. You can fart in the market , in the shower , in your car , at your room ,in your closet. But not in the library! Haha. but I guess you can't really control your ass can you?
By the way. Have you see how kids make friends. I was just hanging around iman as he got to know our neighbours. I'm really fond of the little girl but the guy was simply getting on my nerves. A big show off. He was bragging to Iman about all the stuffs he had. And iman went "Kita ader Playstation 2. nak main?" and he said . "Oh. Kiter ader Playstation 3 ar! Kita ader banyak barang." I was just like.
......
Whatever show off.
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4:46 AM
Saturday, September 11, 2004
I was browsing through my files and decided to post a few pictures. *posts posts*
Behold. Wonderwoman , rowdy ruff and catwoman. *inside joke with shida*
My eyebrows look weird here.
I look horrible in this picture (almost distorted) but i want to say this.
Chicken sardine or Fish sardine?
I'm mad. hwahahah.
we're all in awe of the spongebob cake.. *AWE AWE*
Anyway. i want to go study tommorow! Who wants to follow me?
Oh and for those of you who can't get enough of the dancing spiderman. Guess what. He now have friends.
Link
Whooots! go my spidey! I swear I start to dance too when I stare too long.
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1:47 AM
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
[mood:
dancy ]
we had it all planned out.we were going to prank call farhan.
we were going to tell him we're from ntuc and taking a survey
ask him if he prefers chicken sardine or fish sardine blah blah blah
blah blah blah
ask him if he prefers pads or tampoons
and if he said , he didn't know cause he's a boy we'd say ," But you sound like a girl."
tooo bad he recognised my voice. damn. But anyhows it was great fun. Mariam came over to my house to use my paint shop pro. We're so proud of ourselves. We did three blends in one day. Lets all hail the blending queens.
the other day while I was out at Pasir Ris library , studying, I noticed this cute chinese guy who was right in front of me. But he didn't distract me then. Well not yet.
aas I was engrossed doing my mind map , you know like really really engrossed. I was disturbed by this disturbing noise that someone was making. Let me make the picture clearer 4 you. I heard singing. In a library. Libraries are quiet so you should get what im saying. And guess who the dimwit was? turns out it was the guy. He had his headphones on so I guess he didn't know we all could hear him pretty well. but sheeeshh...
the singing
oh by the wayy..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARHAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNN!
(I COULDN'T PUBLISH THE STUPID THING ON HIS BIRTHDAY . stupid blogger . Whatever.)
So yeah. I have a new layout. This one is different than all the rest though. Why? Its done by me.
Oh god. i should get a gold medal or something for having the cheek to use this layout. But lets not be so harsh , I'm just a newbie. After all that hard work in doing this skin I hereby conclude I totally suck at HTML. I'm supposed to have a different background. But I simply don't know how to put an image as a background. Yeah. i'm that bad... So whatever. I know its too white and tables suck and there's probably a million other mistakes. But who gives a *Toot* . I don't.
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1:10 AM
Saturday, September 04, 2004
[mood: Geeky]
Usually I don't like to update when there are only a few tags but today I'm just feeling bloggy-ier than usual.
My sick brother had just downloaded milkshake and toxic video on my computer. So young yet so horny. ewwwwwwwww..
toxic video just doesn't make sense does it? First Britney is this blonde stewardess snogging this king kong on the plane suddenly mr king kong turns to mr cutie. Like wtf. And magically , Britney becomes a red head and rides the motorcycle with another man. And as if that's not enough Britney then becomes brunette batwoman . Like wtf. Is this a video advertising hair dye or something?
but oh no it doesn't stop there.After being a motorcyclist and batwoman , Britney becomes an air stewardess again and leave us with nothing but a final wink.. And need I add , we get a glimpse of an almost naked blonde britney seducing the floor.
Makes me shudder about my brother.
Anyway if you feel the need to stalk me. I'll be off at the Pasir ris library , mugging. I'm of course reffering to Shida , fatin , hidayah , wani , shairah , alia , mariam , qazim or chin gheee.. I so don't wanna study alonee
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11:09 PM
Friday, September 03, 2004
[Mood:
Crappy]
Yeap *looks at layout* . newww pixxies. So this is not as nice as the previous one , but you know what. I don't care. do you? I just don't like to look at the same thing too long. I get crazy.
I took 1 and half hour to do everything. I mean , edited the codes myself too. Cheyywahh. Anyway if you don't like my face. Hur hurr. Then I bet this layout is one hell of a nightmare for you. On another note. I've got playstation 2 in the housee! Whoots. Equipped with that gun thingy. Perfect. I've always loved these stuffs. Make me feeling like a cop.
so Goodbye my dear computer.Now you have to compete for my attention. awwwwwwww..
Besides the Ps2. I'm going to spend the holidays with my new husband , Dieg- err sorry. Wrong husband. I meant , Books. Yes. books. So gear up everyone , cause nerdy raudah is coming to town.
god I sound like a 5 year old kid babbling. Oh and speaking of five year olds.
HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY IMAAAAANNN.
may you grow up to be a very handsome young kid.
I swear that sounded phedophile-ish!
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8:17 AM
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
[Mood: kinkyyyy..]
Everyone... Please say hello to my new boyfriend.
ohh yum yum. anyway as you might had guessed. I watched dirty dancing... again. Bleah. Who can resist a man who can dance. and most of time in the movie he was hot and sweaty. *Dirty thoughts* . Ahem..
Speaking of boys. Since our class had to move up to the uhh what? 400th floor... Oh yeap. Away from civilisation. *cough* I mean ,from all the sec 3 students. Surrounded by all these ickle little midgets of sec 1s. I had to resort to please my eyes with this particular hot sec 1 guy. Yeah. I feel like a phedophile. but I'm no michael jackson. I won't touch him.
without his consent.
and i wanna say there's this girl in the next class who cannot stop screaming like a mad banshee. I swear it gives me goosebumps , everytime i hear it.. I mean. here i am thinking I've got the art of screaming mastered. But she.. she is an inspiration!
before I end this entry.
Diego is damn hot.
(see. I told you i'm no phedophile!I mean diego is 10 years older than me.)
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7:05 AM