MOVED.

raudahrevealed something at 4:20 AM

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

I've had this really nice dream the other day. I believe i've told some people about it. Anyway , I wish it went on longer. I was at this island where everything was perfect. No problems , no war , no deaths , no fights , no enemies. Im telling you , perfect . There were green trees everywhere. It had soft white sand and the sea was gorgeous and clean. The sky was clear , no storms , the sun wasn't too hot. There was not a single worry about food , money , school , exams , homework , teachers . Nothing . It was total bliss. And then Johnny Depp comes and goes "But why is the rum gone?"

damnit. couldn't he say something else. Anyway supposedly , the island was the caribean , i remembered that , thats all. Cool huh?

raudahrevealed something at 4:23 AM

Monday, March 21, 2005

Orlando is so cutee , blondeee! He has this "oooh-the-orcs-are-coming" look all the time and its so bloody sexy. Like , hey not all blondes are dumb , and who said elves was like Dobby (harry potter) . I watched LOTR just now but you already guessed that of course. Gawd the movie was beautifully potrayed.Though there was this one part I didnt understand. You know the scarily beautiful elf woman with long hair.There was this scene with her and frodo and she's like "I want to freaking ring" and transformed into this hideous blue monster screaming she something about the power the ring will give her . And it goes on for about five minutes with her looking like a blue version of super scary medusa. and then she suddenly changed back to her beautiful self and went.

"I passed the test"

wtf was that all about?

anyway on Shairah's behalf I would like to say that stealing handphones is bad.. really really bad. Turns out Shairah's new phone was stolen by the spawn of satan. Goddamn asshole deserves a red hot stick stuck up his miserable bum. First of all , it was a very good phone. Second of all she just freaking bought it. Third of all , it costed money . I mean of course the third fact was obvious but you know all this people , stupid piece of crap .They probably have small penises. That's why they steal things. They're insecure. *shakes head*

raudahrevealed something at 5:24 AM

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Omg! i dont believe it. I got .. to touch taufik!!! Im not even sure which part , but who the hell cares , I got to touch TAUFFFFFFFFFFFFFFIK!! ahhhhhhhh.. *Still hasn't washed her hands*If you watched high on life yesterday there was this part where taufik appears fromt he back of all those percusionists (is that what they're called) and after that taufik played the bam-bam thingy. Yes before that , he walked through a narrow path made up of us crazy fans of the mosh-pitters (i just made a word. oh taufik you're inspirational) to go up on stage and it was bloody dark so I just held out my hand since i was the most front front of the path and he walked right past me. I'm not sure which part I touched and god-forbid if it was his face. But I think I got his hands.and he was sooooo cute up close.

Okay I should stop.

Anyway DANIEL ONG WAS THERE!!!! Being a hardcore fan of morning madness on the perfect 10 , I went fasdjpfioaufsofuoasfisafiasfuaisdfu-crazy.. And there was this cute host the one when he was with Carrie Chong and someone else. Yeah that guy . They were shooting them at our side of the mosh pit and I couldn't stop ogling.

Think taufik raudah. think taufik.

I know this Taufik fan-girlism had died out but he was 1 mm away from me , how can I not hyperventilate! No straight woman would.

Im gonna pretend there is no school tommorow .

raudahrevealed something at 8:13 PM

Monday, March 14, 2005

I dont believe it.

for the first time..

I LOST A BLEND CHALLENGE!!

*goes to sulk*

raudahrevealed something at 9:13 PM

im bored and alone at home because my aunt went to kl for a holiday. so i decided to browse through my chat logs and post some amusing msn chats. it might not amuse you as much as it amuse me though
this is a mass chat with fatin , shairah , shida and me during the singapore idol period.
Shida: if i were to pick btwn my mum and chocolate ice cream, i'll take my mum
Raudah: i love my mum
Fatin: I Looooooove my mom.
Raudah: if i were to pick btwn my mum and taufik
Raudah: i'd pic my m- .. ummmmmmmmm. hmmmmmmmmm
Raudah: i'd pick my mum
Fatin: I'd haf a dilemma.
Raudah: yeah i'd pick my mum
Shida: id pick my mum
Shairah: no wait.....taufik definately
Raudah: cause taufik will dump me if i dont pick my mum anyway
Shida: taufik will be too busy to layan me
Shairah: my mum can't sing!
Shida: so saddddFatin: heh.
Shairah: hu's gonna serenade me at nite huh?
Shida: sly ahFatin: sly give qazim sudah.

mass convo 2
Me: *whacks fatin with broomstick*
Fatin: *whacks raudah with dustpan*
Me: *sweeps fatin into her dustpan
Shida: *throws both in the bin*
Shaiful: *close bin*
Fatin: *pulls shida in the bin*
Shida: *seal bin*
Shida: wait... oh no
Me: *jumps out of the bin looking all sexeh*
Shaiful: *calls trash compacter*
Fatin: *raudah is lying*
Me: hey that wasn't an action
Fatin: So?
Fatin: Muahahaha.
Me: *Fatin is farting*
Me: blueakkk
Fatin: *I am Not*
Raudah: *An error has occurred*

Okay im too lazy to post more. so bleahh.

raudahrevealed something at 8:41 AM

Sunday, March 13, 2005

First of all i would like to say , GHETTO FLAVA won!!! *does the penguin dance with shida* . Saturday had been fun. Especially when we all ate at simpang bedok and after that me and wani slept over at fatin's house.

"Aku? Aku itu shiapa?"

hahahaha! okay , inside joke uhh . I doubt you'd understand..

Anyway the other day , my dad sent me to school on his motorbike. Its amazing how much he can lecture me on that short span of time on his motor. He was lecturing me about how I should study hard blah blah blah. And there was once we passed this indoesian maid washing the car and he goes "Look at that , early in the morning have to wash cars . Thats why i say study hard."

and im like , great i haven't even sit for o levels and my dad already think i might be a car cleaner when i grow up. thanks a lot dad. I appreciate it... not. gees! whatever happened to "go shoot for the stars"

raudahrevealed something at 9:38 PM

Monday, March 07, 2005

Hidayah: I'm so glad im in 4U

and omg , i so do agreee! and unlike qaz (Who changes his mind about the class every single second) I am very certain by this fact. Anyway , the trip to labrador park was more enjoyable than i expected. Mdm suriadi treated us ice cream , but i think we'd have to pay her back if we dont get distinctions for olevels. Which means i dont have to pay (yeah you got that right! hoho) because , I willlll.. I will get an A1 in geography. At least , that was the plan until Mdm Suriadi asked us to do worksheets and Im like..

......................

But that doesn't matter. Because I know it will be possible because .. well because I can. Speaking of distinctions , Miss Morni put me into the High Achievers group for English Class. Can you believe it? High achievers! God I like the sound of that. They should go make badges for us. *nods*

Heheh. Did I tell you I got a distinction for Malay olevels. Well , at least I had a great ending for February which was probably the suckiest month ever. And now its March and Music is It concert is this friday and I have nothing to wear! Okay its just like to me to always leave things like this for the last minute. In case you guys don't know , Music Is It requires us to wear clothes from a music genre. Me and Shida actually wanted to go as Egyptian dancers and even Belly Dancers came to mind. But we restrained ourselves or all the guys attending will go home traumatised. Anyway I sooo soo can't wait for Music is it! I hope they have a dance floor again and this time make it to a longer time (was that grammatically correct). Whooo I can't wait!

You know , I totally hate mornings. One reason why I wake up at about 11 am during the holidays. Okay I lied , I usually wake up after 12. So one reason why i dont want to go to school is waking up. The problem with me is I have trouble sleeping. I can go to bed at around 10pm but I'd sleep only hours later. So as per usual I slept at around 2 am last night . And as per usual I had to wake up at around 6 am. This morning I was dreaming of Utt (yes that tv actor. Oh he's so hot!) and I found myself rudely awakened . No not by Utt , unfortunately. But it was my maid. She just slammed her hand on my bed and go "OI! Wake up! " , in Malay of course. And I was like "you idiot , Utt was about to snog me!" okay kidding . I was too sleepy to even say anything , so I walked out of bed and BAM! walked right at the wall.

and boy did i wake up.

anyway I won another award. And this is for the Drew Barrymore blend challenge (blend at the blends section on the left) I got a bronze.

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I was expecting a gold. pffft.

raudahrevealed something at 5:22 AM

Sunday, March 06, 2005

Okayy I am actually addicted to making layouts. I am already in the middle of doing another one. Bleah , anyone out there need a layout? Or this Keanu layout or the one im working on will go to waste.

raudahrevealed something at 6:32 AM

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Yet another new layout. and i screwed this up big time. the image was supposed to look like this without the stupid whtie dots. But i dont think i can bear starting all over again. anyway keanu reeves looks hot nevertherless. *snogs her layout*

new blends added at the blend section. Cringe and you die. I think they look fabolous. then again , that's just me.

raudahrevealed something at 3:52 AM

Friday, March 04, 2005

Some people are just so drama. I just hate it when people start saying "Life sucks" , " Omg my life is so fucked up" , "Why does this always happen to me?" , " I'm fated to be alone" and that jazz. Okay i can sympathise that you have problems. But doesn't everybody? I have problems myself , I cry yes , but I dont blame the world for treating me unfairly or even dare to think "Why does this things always happen to me?" because i know , some people have it worse. And what sort of stupid question is that? God is picking on you or something? Like they said , look on the bright side of life.

And I think its bullshit that all this people from hanyut tv-series blame their parents . I've heard a lot of people say "My life , my problem " , "my vagina my problem " but when all goes wrong , its their parents fault that you got pregnant . i think your final sentence should be

"My vagina and I'm so fucked"

Anyway , just because your parents divorced early , didn't give u enough attention , i think it all boils down to you for being such a big fat drama queen. No attention from parents doesnt mean that you should make your life a mess , or think "OMG , SO ALONE .. SO ALONE .. LIKE , GOD THIS ONLY HAPPENS TO ME. " Because its not the end of the world , and it happens to a lot of people . And no matter what , your parents still love you because .. that's life , parents love their children. dont you dare ,say that statement is wrong. I dont want to hear it bitch.

Okay , I have a lot of stuffs to say actually but I'll just stop here because I have a feeling if i continue , the four letter F word would come out a lotttttttttt and that's not good because chances are , Cikgu Nura would stumble across this blog . Also ,I dont think what i say will make much sense.

I'm just angry at all this fucking prats ,thats all. After hearing about "hanyut" especially. You screwed up your life , dont blame it on the person that brought u up.

Anyway if you disagree with me , just shut up , because I obviously wrote this entry knowing that im right and you wont change my opinions at all. You think you're right , and so do I .Its fair in a weird way.

Speaking of "Hanyut". Im just wondering whether , your parents ever go "Ahh , tengok tuu.. Tengok tuu..." beside you like you did all those things. Its like , they actually think by me watching those episodes I'd actually feel guilty for .. for NOT DOING THOSE THINGS.weird huh? Its suppposed to make them go , " Alhamdulilah , Anak aku tak macam gitu.. " but nooooooooooo , its our fault that everyone out there is so stupid. Sheesh . hahah , sorry mum , I do love you but seriously , I just have to voice out the injustice. Heh

Oh umm , hidayah told me to update about some drama that happened in school with that home ec aunty , the cleaner. She only wants me to update because she wants me to tell everyone how she's all brave and daring. HAHAHA! okay anyway back to the story.

As per usual our goddamn form teacher forgot to go back to our class to ulock the door .So that means , our bags were all stuck inside , and so we had to wait for a good 20 mins i think outside the freaking door . the 20 mins passed and Mr. Im-still-sleeping-at-the-teachers-room Eng still did not make himself appear. The cleaner aunty unlocked our class because she wanted to empty the rubbish bin. It would only take 10 seconds for the class to get our bags and walk out of there right? But nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.. she said we couldn't go in because .. because .. she was so damn physcotic. I was just like wtf , its my class , why can't I go in and take my bag! So I just walked past her and take my bag , so did Shairah and Hidayah (the rest of the class waited outside , which i dont know why) , but both of them froze when the aunty threatened to lock us in. I'm like , "Whatever" and took my bag and walked out the classroom. Shai and hidayah went in after I got out , and got locked in by her.

*LAUGHS NON-STOP FOR 20 MINS*

*cough* So we were all pretty pissed off. First of all ,she didn't have to make a big deal out of it. And picture this , she locked shai and hid in their own class for entering their classroom. What , is that buglary now? So poor girls , were prisoners and victims of the ever so physcotic Home ec/cleaner aunty. Hidayah was so angry so she slammed the windows all shut and that includes a window in the aunty's face. The aunt threatened Hidayah with a broom. I should have known , witch! At last this really nice cleaner came and unlocked the door for them. Apparently she was pretty shocked because by the way the aunt was reacting you'd think we had been plotting on bombing the school.Anyway the physco made a comment about us and said "Pray for what . Pray for what" I have no idea what that meant , maybe she thought we were praying god to have mercy on the soul that is threatening us with a broom. Anyway I find that remark racist and is really insulted.

I heard she'd filing a big (i can't believe she said "big" . We swore we didnt carry any guns)complain to the general office. What a laugh. What's she gonna say " they entered their own class! And prayed! "

okay , that was a long entry. Phew!

raudahrevealed something at 4:46 AM