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Monday, May 30, 2005
Not-so-Dear Enemy,
I dont want you to say you're sorry just because its the right thing to do.
I want you to say sorry because you are sorry.
I dont appreciate it that your friend is advising me to forgive you.
Making me the bad guy , the unforgiving heartless pig.
Which Im not.
Because to me , there's no apology to be accepted
I think i've lost the ability to blog properly. That's probably because i haven't been out and about much. And you probably dont want to read all abt me doing nothing. like "Today i did nothing because there is nothing to be done. There is absolutely nothing to do because nothing is going on around here. And there's nothing anyone can do about it. I can't even do nothing to make sure I do nothing. Nothing can be done. Nothing"
yeah that'd be an elightening post.
I dont want you to say you're sorry just because its the right thing to do.
I want you to say sorry because you are sorry.
I dont appreciate it that your friend is advising me to forgive you.
Making me the bad guy , the unforgiving heartless pig.
Which Im not.
Because to me , there's no apology to be accepted
I think i've lost the ability to blog properly. That's probably because i haven't been out and about much. And you probably dont want to read all abt me doing nothing. like "Today i did nothing because there is nothing to be done. There is absolutely nothing to do because nothing is going on around here. And there's nothing anyone can do about it. I can't even do nothing to make sure I do nothing. Nothing can be done. Nothing"
yeah that'd be an elightening post.
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
Yes its time for some pictures.
We agreed on making this "the retarded shot" . Qazim is doing a fine job. It comes naturally. heh
come see up our nostrils.
You can't smile like this.
the person above me is smexxy!
I do not resemble a cat. (inside joke)
and so we say goodbye.
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3:18 AM
Friday, May 20, 2005
Omg! have you downloaded the latest version of msn!?! Hah , msn never fail to entertain me. Now there's this function where i can see what everyone else is listening ,and show everyone what im listening to , that is only to those who have this version. UBER COOL. and there's this thing in your conversation box this "search" button where you can type any word and they'd give you the result searches of that word. And the results of the searches can seen by your friend too . This totally kicks "yahoo" and all the other search engines asses.i was using this function with henry . And coincedentally we both searched for mr eng at the same time. yeah , we all have the same sense of humour dont we? especially when it comes to our dear form teacher. anyway the results we got was some link to "The Automobile Association of Singapore" .
I wish i have more tolerance and patience. Especially towards my friends. Like the other day , Friend A failed her geog and was complaining about it . The thing is she was still a mark higher than me. Anyway i think i went "you didn't expect that? Are you saying you studied?" and she got pretty pissy and snapped back. You weren't being so sensitive either saying your marks was bad. What does that make me , a dumb ass? Well gee , thanks. So anyway she was pissed off because in a way I was saying she was stupid. She did say "just because you failed doesn't mean I'm going to fail with you. "
Ow
So we didn't talked for a day . But we're fine now. i know more than to let some stupid marks get in our way of friendship , heh and i learnt it the hard way. She means much more to me than that. In fact , the way I'm always treating her I think i deserved it. =p . anyway All my friends means a lot to me. I am planning not to have any long arguements with anyone. Nope nope , we're all going to make our last year in temasek the best year ever.
Thank god its friday. Here comes the long weekend. Which Im so not planning to spend at home even though im broker than broke. I already spend my whole day today at tamp library alone. reading books. I'm sucha geek. Speaking of which , I passed chemistry!!! Like omg its fantastic. I've never passed chemistry before.When teacher announced my results i was almost fainting with joy (if thats even possible) . I got a 50!*sniggers* Im sorry if you were expecting it to be an a2 or something. but omg! a C6!
just a few more months and im a genius.
I wish i have more tolerance and patience. Especially towards my friends. Like the other day , Friend A failed her geog and was complaining about it . The thing is she was still a mark higher than me. Anyway i think i went "you didn't expect that? Are you saying you studied?" and she got pretty pissy and snapped back. You weren't being so sensitive either saying your marks was bad. What does that make me , a dumb ass? Well gee , thanks. So anyway she was pissed off because in a way I was saying she was stupid. She did say "just because you failed doesn't mean I'm going to fail with you. "
Ow
So we didn't talked for a day . But we're fine now. i know more than to let some stupid marks get in our way of friendship , heh and i learnt it the hard way. She means much more to me than that. In fact , the way I'm always treating her I think i deserved it. =p . anyway All my friends means a lot to me. I am planning not to have any long arguements with anyone. Nope nope , we're all going to make our last year in temasek the best year ever.
Thank god its friday. Here comes the long weekend. Which Im so not planning to spend at home even though im broker than broke. I already spend my whole day today at tamp library alone. reading books. I'm sucha geek. Speaking of which , I passed chemistry!!! Like omg its fantastic. I've never passed chemistry before.When teacher announced my results i was almost fainting with joy (if thats even possible) . I got a 50!*sniggers* Im sorry if you were expecting it to be an a2 or something. but omg! a C6!
just a few more months and im a genius.
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
I usually hate to update when there are no tags . But there was two , and I was reading through everyone's blog. And everyone's updating . So I'm updating too. Yesterday , after so many weeks of PE , finally we had the girls in the class to play captain ball. Though there was some who was sitting in the canteen , studying. But hey we still had fun. Anyway my team won (Yee Chuan , Yi Mei , Michelle , Qazim , Hazwani ) , go us! I was still using the I'm-so-sexy tactic just because Im so nuts. Anyway no , dont worry , I dont think im sexy but hey it adds colour to the atmosphere. Whatever that means. So anyway I will share this genius tactic *cough* with you because most of the time it works. What i did was, everytime the opponent is trying to score I sing " I'm so sexy.. I'm so sexy" in front of them , doing this weird jump. and this makes the opponent laugh , because Im so not sexy *sighs* and in the end they wont get shoot properly.
Im such a genius. *snorts*
I warn you , results wont be guaranteed . So if it doesn't work , all you ever suceed at was to make a fool out of yourself. good luck.
Im doing morning digest with wani. Yeah I know , talk about a contrast. And for those who doesn't know. Wani probably has the softest voice i have ever heard my entire life and I have .. the well you figure that one out. So yeah it'll be like the "tweety and daffy duck " show!
and im the daffy duck. bleah.
We haven't yet figure out a topic. but we will soon.. Bleah , this is a boring entry isnt it?
Im such a genius. *snorts*
I warn you , results wont be guaranteed . So if it doesn't work , all you ever suceed at was to make a fool out of yourself. good luck.
Im doing morning digest with wani. Yeah I know , talk about a contrast. And for those who doesn't know. Wani probably has the softest voice i have ever heard my entire life and I have .. the well you figure that one out. So yeah it'll be like the "tweety and daffy duck " show!
and im the daffy duck. bleah.
We haven't yet figure out a topic. but we will soon.. Bleah , this is a boring entry isnt it?
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8:21 PM
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Two more papers left and Im a free woman! Okay not really , i still have prelims and the-exams-that-shall-not-be-named (o levels) . But you know I can't help but feel liberated. Last minute studying do me no good. Now , i can go at my own pace . The last 2 weeks had been nothing but "OH MY GOD! 5 MORE CHAPTERS TO GO." the night before each paper. Well , at least I've learnt my lesson. Now I'm going to start studying seriously.
Now why do I get the feeling of dejavu.. Oh i remember. I said it last year once.and the year before that , and the year before that .. and .. Okay so I'm guilty.Don't blame me , i'm just a victim of temptations. Siriusly.
I watched the Harry Potter Goblet Of Fire the other day! LIKE OMG I SO CAN'T WAIT FOR NOVEMBER TO COME! me being the harry potter freak i am almost had an asthma attack seeing the trailer. I was jumping around the house squealing and shrieking. Thank god my aunt wasn't home or she'd be like...
"Okay.. my neice is not normal."
Harry potter does things to your mind.. body (*shifty eyes*) and soul. And no , it hasn't turned me to a retard or anything. I mean it in a good way. Like , I just get this magical feeling .. Siriusly. Go watch the trailer!!!
before i go off.
Something that happened a few days ago between me and this guy working at the prata stall . He's in his teens so maybe he was new or something.
Me: I would like 2 prata telur one kosong
Him: okayy.. 1 bandung
Me: No... Wait!I didnt say bandung! I said 2 prata telur and one kosong
Him: Oh ..... *laughs*
Me: *laughs*
Him: What do you want to drink?
Me: Milo
Him: okay... 1 bandung.
Me: ???
siriusly. what was up with that?
Now why do I get the feeling of dejavu.. Oh i remember. I said it last year once.and the year before that , and the year before that .. and .. Okay so I'm guilty.Don't blame me , i'm just a victim of temptations. Siriusly.
I watched the Harry Potter Goblet Of Fire the other day! LIKE OMG I SO CAN'T WAIT FOR NOVEMBER TO COME! me being the harry potter freak i am almost had an asthma attack seeing the trailer. I was jumping around the house squealing and shrieking. Thank god my aunt wasn't home or she'd be like...
"Okay.. my neice is not normal."
Harry potter does things to your mind.. body (*shifty eyes*) and soul. And no , it hasn't turned me to a retard or anything. I mean it in a good way. Like , I just get this magical feeling .. Siriusly. Go watch the trailer!!!
before i go off.
Something that happened a few days ago between me and this guy working at the prata stall . He's in his teens so maybe he was new or something.
Me: I would like 2 prata telur one kosong
Him: okayy.. 1 bandung
Me: No... Wait!I didnt say bandung! I said 2 prata telur and one kosong
Him: Oh ..... *laughs*
Me: *laughs*
Him: What do you want to drink?
Me: Milo
Him: okay... 1 bandung.
Me: ???
siriusly. what was up with that?
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Saturday, May 07, 2005
MuhammaD, promise not to ever tickle me again and I will write a whole entry about you !
Heheh! deal?
I just returned from Nabil's chalet. Its his birthday!! Omg , i can't believe he's growing. I want him to remain a baby ..... *sigh* He looked so adorable just now I wanted to eat him. Anyway makni made a kfc birthday bash. And the guy who became cheeky (you know.. the big chicken) , was around 18! I find it so cute. haha , I mean , he's a teenager in some chicken costume. I couldn't help imagining Shaiful , Farhan , Fitri , Loloq doing something like that. But hey who knows.I even imagined fahmy in the chicky costume doing the chicken dance (that's what cheeky did just now. I couldn't stop giggling). Although I think shida would still find fahmy sexy in that costume.
-_-
And I saw this extremely extremely hawt guy!He was so hot , I didn't believe my eyes! I am not bloody exagerating i tell you. he looked so perfect. My cousin thought he was a freaking doll! Until he moved of course. And she went "whoa" . And hearing this from my cousin , nor farhanah , the most feminist and male-hating person you can ever meet your entire life , made me stop breathing.
I have never heard nor farhanah bte abdullah go even a "he's okay" on my 15 years knowing her. So imagine my shock! And also my relief. I mean you know , I thought I was going crazy , that he's just a figment of my imagination. Because his face was so white , so pure , so flawless. His nose so sharp , his lips so full , his eyes so huge, His hair so soft, his body so well built. I've never seen sucha beautiful creature for my whole life. So when Farhanah went "whoa" , I know , he's really there. In front of me.I didnt stop staring of course as I walked by him. He seemed utterly oblivious that I existed , so sad.Then again I should be relieved. If I had eye contact with him , I'd probably go right up to him and asked him to marry me right that instant.
Anyway Farhanah went "Maybe he's an albino" .She was of course reffering to his white flawless skin.
"Albinos have red eyes."
"Oh. right"
I can't believe her . I was thinking more of "thy hottest male alive" and she's like "Maybe he's an albino."
She has been reading the da vinci code apparently. And may I stress on the fact that I think Dan brown is a friggin genius. That book was marvellous. Not as good as Harry potter of course , but its good. its good.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NABIL!!!!
kakak adah luffs you and wishes you well. *gives nabil a great big mooshymisshysheeeshiepoopooninny fat wet kiss on your mooshymisshysheeeshiepoopooninny-cute-cheeks*
Heheh! deal?
I just returned from Nabil's chalet. Its his birthday!! Omg , i can't believe he's growing. I want him to remain a baby ..... *sigh* He looked so adorable just now I wanted to eat him. Anyway makni made a kfc birthday bash. And the guy who became cheeky (you know.. the big chicken) , was around 18! I find it so cute. haha , I mean , he's a teenager in some chicken costume. I couldn't help imagining Shaiful , Farhan , Fitri , Loloq doing something like that. But hey who knows.I even imagined fahmy in the chicky costume doing the chicken dance (that's what cheeky did just now. I couldn't stop giggling). Although I think shida would still find fahmy sexy in that costume.
-_-
And I saw this extremely extremely hawt guy!He was so hot , I didn't believe my eyes! I am not bloody exagerating i tell you. he looked so perfect. My cousin thought he was a freaking doll! Until he moved of course. And she went "whoa" . And hearing this from my cousin , nor farhanah , the most feminist and male-hating person you can ever meet your entire life , made me stop breathing.
I have never heard nor farhanah bte abdullah go even a "he's okay" on my 15 years knowing her. So imagine my shock! And also my relief. I mean you know , I thought I was going crazy , that he's just a figment of my imagination. Because his face was so white , so pure , so flawless. His nose so sharp , his lips so full , his eyes so huge, His hair so soft, his body so well built. I've never seen sucha beautiful creature for my whole life. So when Farhanah went "whoa" , I know , he's really there. In front of me.I didnt stop staring of course as I walked by him. He seemed utterly oblivious that I existed , so sad.Then again I should be relieved. If I had eye contact with him , I'd probably go right up to him and asked him to marry me right that instant.
Anyway Farhanah went "Maybe he's an albino" .She was of course reffering to his white flawless skin.
"Albinos have red eyes."
"Oh. right"
I can't believe her . I was thinking more of "thy hottest male alive" and she's like "Maybe he's an albino."
She has been reading the da vinci code apparently. And may I stress on the fact that I think Dan brown is a friggin genius. That book was marvellous. Not as good as Harry potter of course , but its good. its good.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NABIL!!!!
kakak adah luffs you and wishes you well. *gives nabil a great big mooshymisshysheeeshiepoopooninny fat wet kiss on your mooshymisshysheeeshiepoopooninny-cute-cheeks*
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Friday, May 06, 2005
Me and hidayah have both agreed to share Will Smith. Because we can. And we dont care if he has wife , children or a dog or goldfish.
Because... we can
and no you can't touch him.
Because... we can
and no you can't touch him.
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