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1:03 AM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
long draggy entry ahead.
The camp was worth every cent i paid. I would go as far as it being one of the best things that has ever happened in my entire life. The lessons we learnt , the friendship we had. So many memories that will not be forgotten. So many friends made. When i came the facilitator said we were lucky we were chosen to be there at the camp and im just like "what crap" . but by the end of the camp i found out those words were true. I've never felt so lucky my entire life. We had fun but at the same time we were learning.
One of the highlights of the camp was , meeting my "brother". Hahah! He looked exactly like me. I didnt notice it , until one of the guys told me. Since then everyone called me "Adik isa" which is his name by the way. And he just played along as well. He called me adik and I called him abang. Im going to miss him. seriously.Im going to miss everyone.
My favourite activity was solo drop. We were asked to walk alone in the forest without any source of light. Yeap u heard me , confidence walk to the extreme. No flashlight no direction , nothing. Just [quote]aku , alam dan pencipta [/unquote] . What was worse was that the ustaz2 was there to scare us. One of them wore kain and selubung his entired body and just stood there. Another decided to pop his head out of the bush when he came out and loads more. i think the one that almost gave me a heart attack was the ustaz who used a rotan and smacked the ground in front of me when i walked pass. I was aware of everyy twig that dropped on the ground , all the sounds of the crickets so when this loud caning sound was suddenly made in front of me i was like like.
alsdjasioudaisudiasduiada!!!
but it was a good experience. It made me feel braver.
anyway i was made penghuluwati for the camp . and helfi was penghulu. I didnt do as much as him though. But we were in the sme group. Which by the way won overall champion. YAY us! I'm so proud of my grp. Gonna miss em all , Hidzur , Farez , Helfi , Isa , Khair , Liyana . And as you can see from those names you probably must have guess that there were alot more boys than girls in the camp. only 9 girls and 28 boys in fact.
The farewell was an extremely touching moment. Not even pahang camp would beat it. all the girls cried , except for me . Dont ask me why , i just didnt' But I was still awfully sad. and guess what , the guys cried too! It was the frist time for me to see guys doing a mass cry. Some of the guys cried even harder than the girls. The ustaz cried too. Anyway I made a friend who reminded me of shida. Her name's raudhah which is as u can see , the same name as me. She cried a 4 times i think. Once was after our last prayer together. And she's into sajak and all. Shida u should meet her sometime. And she's like totally in love with her boyfriend. JUST LIKE YOU! *huggles both*
that was a long boring entry i know. I just cannot put it to words how special the camp was for me. Im only giving an extremely summarised version of the camp. Im going bowling with the camp people tonight! YAY! hopefully my abang datang!
and umm .. someone else which i shall not elaborate about. HEHEH.
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8:18 PM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
Alone at home again. My aunt is on vacation to Australia for one whole week. I'm not sure how I'm gonna survive one whole week sleeping alone at home but I will. just. think happy thoughts.happy thoughts. Like for the fact that im going to go to camp 10-13 june. Its organised by the ghufran mosque for teens. So far , the only person I know that is going is Hasanah. and the only person she knows thats going is well.me.
Thats not a problem , i'll just make new friends. And the camp has all this activities like obstacle courses and jungle trekking. HOW CAN I RESIST? I just love all this physical stuffs. 4 days of PE! Yahooo! Hasanah told me that last year when she went for the camp it was ultra tiring. this of course , only makes me more excited. Im a sucker for all this stamina stuff (no that wasn't a sexual comment). I'm weird that way. Anyway I've never gone to an what do you call it , islamic camp(?) before. So I was like asking all this questions that was probably weird to hasanah. Like what do I wear at night? Can I wear short sleeve when i sleep? Do i have to wear a tudung in the chalet ?I mean chalet have windows right? what if a guy saw us through the window and *gasp* see my hair!!!! It'll be pretty new for me but I'm all up for it.
Jungle trekking. brings me so many memories of pahang.
And there's also flying fox. Something I did not get to do when I was in Pahang. Bleah . I had to do that abseiling thing which was a freaking nightmare. I totally freaked out when the guy told me all i was relying on was a rope . I'm all like "I can't do this!" and the guy was saying "why are you so afraid?"
oh gee , right im being so silly. The worse thing that could happen is me falling 3 storeys to my death. no biggie.
bleah , right now i'm searching for someone to lend me a discman/mp3 so i can listen it on the bus. the camp is at selangor and the journey there will take forever.
anyone?
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