I just had a really really stressful day. Was close to tears most of the time and that's really saying a lot ohkayyyyy. Given the fact that i almost always never cry in times of crisis . Furthermore a certain "F" word keeps popping up in my mind . Which is again, saying a lot because I'm not really a swearing person in real life.In fact I cant even remember the last time I swore , except for a few entries back which wasnt really swearing if you think abt it.
One of the many reasons why today sucked was that I woke up late for an afternoon class. Woke up at 2.30pm. I admit , Im not exactly a morning person. BUT 2.30 PM ?!?! Some anak dara i am.
I totally panicked because i my assignment was incomplete and today was the deadline . No assignment , no grades equals to sucky gpa AGAIN. And worse of all , the day before ,I stupidly gave away my last 10 dollars on a random stranger who had no money to go home , so I had no money to get a cab just now. I can see liyana shaking her head right now.
But really LIYANA, it was late at night and she seemed really nice and I had no small change. So I gave her the 10 bucks.
So anyway my first idea was to call Nassier. Since he has a motor ,he can send me money for a taxi ride. Then i found out he was still at camp.He suggested that I asked money from my mother.
.....
OH WOW , why didnt i think of that....
Oh wait , now I remember why.
I DONT LIVE WITH HER ANYMORE.
Hahah.So yar ,a hell lot of trouble i went through just to get to school. So life taught me two lessons today
"Raudah , you can be generous and nice. But for god's sake , be generous and nice with your brains"
and
"Use alarm clocks at all times"
However I met up with the very much loved TEMASEK CLIQUE and chatted with Nassier on the phone (even though we actually promised that we wont talk on e phone during ramadhan. *Feels guilty*) , so the day wasnt all that bad.
Though if anyone wants to give me a big comforting hug , you're free to do so.