-
May 2004
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
Thursday, February 23, 2006
I was reading through my archives back when i was still in sec 3. I think i'll paste some stuffs here.This is like super cool. People always say when you grow up and then you look back at what you wrote when you were younger you would totally laugh at yourself. Its only been 2 years and its still fun reading it all back.
stupid virus! now all my files are gone! damn arr! takder kerja per send akuu virus u jaberoni!
Hahah , i used to use the word jaberoni?!
And there were a hell load of entries about Pahang camp.
shida , ill be saving u from badak. AHEMMMMMMM! wahh dramatic. anyway i wont mind arr if she's (badak) sleeping in the same tent. as long as she doesnt sing.
raudah evil.
it was just sum stupid naive thing. which is pray for hidayah that she'll get sum money to buy camp stuffs. so me and hidayah went home and pray. see if it works. see the powerrr of praying. lol.then suddenly tadi , she got 250 bucks! i mean , i knoe prayers come true. BUT THAT WAS FAST! Anyway remind me , next time if i wanna pray for sumone else , make me pray for maiself too. coz now im broke. and hidayah's rich.
I used to spell myself as maiself?! *facepalm*
no wani's screaming for us to wake up , no sound of snoring , no hidayah saying we shuld sleep back , no sound of shida saying she didn't sleep all nite.
this entry was after camp.And made me laugh out loud. Cause of what hidayah did.Anyway the story goes like this. All of us were like sleeping together. We just moved all the beds together and all of us just squeezed there. And hidayah was like beside me. Wani was waking us all up and Hidayah beside me was telling everyone "Its only 3 oclock , go back to sleep"
Bloody liar. She didnt even look at the clock sia. But all of us slept back anyway.
The world just went upside down. I woke up this morning. no i mean afternoon. And i saw my almighty brother already up... Doing... HOMEWORK!
me: What are you doing?
him: Buat homework lahh..
me: no. seriously , what are you doing.
and he totally ignored me and continued doing homework.
boy , that is scary. anyway this was the time when i was still living with him.
for the first time in the history of my holidays , i slept early. then i kunci jam kol 6 , dah smangat smangat. and dah iron the clothes. But then , i overslept to go to skewl. great. why?
becoz aku kunci jam kol 6 petang.
Selengernyer aku!
At first shida played the banker (monopoly). i tell you she's a really slow and grumpy banker. lol. cause , if you get a 100 dollars , she wont give u a hundred bucks notes. she'll prolly give you a 5 "20 dollars notes". she's weird i tell you.
and i have a request to make to everyone.PLEASE DO NOT DO ANY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK!
its always the same cycle , Aim then dream then fail to reach aims and dreams.
K Lah i think thats enough. Dont want to bore you any longer. If you want to be bored just click at my archive links.
stupid virus! now all my files are gone! damn arr! takder kerja per send akuu virus u jaberoni!
Hahah , i used to use the word jaberoni?!
And there were a hell load of entries about Pahang camp.
shida , ill be saving u from badak. AHEMMMMMMM! wahh dramatic. anyway i wont mind arr if she's (badak) sleeping in the same tent. as long as she doesnt sing.
raudah evil.
it was just sum stupid naive thing. which is pray for hidayah that she'll get sum money to buy camp stuffs. so me and hidayah went home and pray. see if it works. see the powerrr of praying. lol.then suddenly tadi , she got 250 bucks! i mean , i knoe prayers come true. BUT THAT WAS FAST! Anyway remind me , next time if i wanna pray for sumone else , make me pray for maiself too. coz now im broke. and hidayah's rich.
I used to spell myself as maiself?! *facepalm*
no wani's screaming for us to wake up , no sound of snoring , no hidayah saying we shuld sleep back , no sound of shida saying she didn't sleep all nite.
this entry was after camp.And made me laugh out loud. Cause of what hidayah did.Anyway the story goes like this. All of us were like sleeping together. We just moved all the beds together and all of us just squeezed there. And hidayah was like beside me. Wani was waking us all up and Hidayah beside me was telling everyone "Its only 3 oclock , go back to sleep"
Bloody liar. She didnt even look at the clock sia. But all of us slept back anyway.
The world just went upside down. I woke up this morning. no i mean afternoon. And i saw my almighty brother already up... Doing... HOMEWORK!
me: What are you doing?
him: Buat homework lahh..
me: no. seriously , what are you doing.
and he totally ignored me and continued doing homework.
boy , that is scary. anyway this was the time when i was still living with him.
for the first time in the history of my holidays , i slept early. then i kunci jam kol 6 , dah smangat smangat. and dah iron the clothes. But then , i overslept to go to skewl. great. why?
becoz aku kunci jam kol 6 petang.
Selengernyer aku!
At first shida played the banker (monopoly). i tell you she's a really slow and grumpy banker. lol. cause , if you get a 100 dollars , she wont give u a hundred bucks notes. she'll prolly give you a 5 "20 dollars notes". she's weird i tell you.
and i have a request to make to everyone.PLEASE DO NOT DO ANY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK!
its always the same cycle , Aim then dream then fail to reach aims and dreams.
K Lah i think thats enough. Dont want to bore you any longer. If you want to be bored just click at my archive links.
raudahrevealed something at
11:45 PM
Im feeling the need to rant my brains all over.
I've been watching tv a lot lately. I've been such a lazy ass for the past few days , it wouldnt be a surprise if i woke up one day and found out im a man. Get the feminist joke? No? That's cute. Anyway , my eyes were practically stuck to the tv screen as i watched "Teman anugerahku" yesterday night. I am absolutely in love with Azmir. If all the other guys had any talent for acting , i probably missed that. Because i was too busy admiring what a fineeeeeee creature Azmir is. His character was sooooo , whats the word to use , "Smooth". Eh but you know what , I still dont know the name of his character.
I have a lot of things to blog about actually. Like yesterday I just told my mum I broke up with Nassier and she gave me a hell lot of advice. It was almost like she really wants me to get back to Nassier. And i told her about me being labelled feminist and we both sort of laugh about it. She told me i've always been so hard-headed that it might come across as being domineering to certain people. Like i wanna be in charge all the time. She told me that , actually im all soft and sensitive inside.
I've yet to discover that.Im sensitive , yeah . But soft?! I think only my mum thinks that way. Then again , she knows me best.
Must dig deeper.
Anyway im totally loving making feminist jokes. Milking it up for all its worth , they say.I hope you guys dont take it the wrong way. I am still very much , boy-crazy. Because what is the world without guys. In other words , what is the world without heartpain and suffering.
Hahah! I can be so funny sometimes.
So after a long conversation of how i shouldn't be so hard on my ex-boyfriend who had just left me to suffer and die. I had another interesting conversation . This time with my long long long lost cousin. He's from my real dad's side. I used to be extremely close to him. but after my parents divorce , we just sort of lost contact.
But msn brought us back together.
Its so bloody refreshing to talk to him. He makes everything so perfectly clear to me. Like the break-up. Now im no longer sad , or crying or regretting. No, ive moved on. Yes , you better believe it. Hahah! So if anyone out there ever dare to break down my guard , like saying "you should go back to him" you deserve a kick in the ass. Seriously.Anyway , we both were relieving our childhood days. Like he was telling me how my dad always gave us teka-teki and firdaus(my brohter) always get the right answer. It goes like this , whenever my dad gives us a riddle , both me and fadhil (that's my cousin's name) would like really try to think of the correct answer. And every riddle , the result will be standard. The same. Me and Fadhil would give like possible answers and my dad will tell us its wrong. And all my brother has to say is ... "KAKI!!!" and my dad will be like "Betulllllllllllllllll!" like really enthusiastically.
I didnt really remember this so when fadhil told me , I was like "Are you serious!? Omg my dad was such an idiot!" then i ask him arr..
Me: mesti fadhil ngan adah bingit kan?
him: Bingit arr!!!
that made me laugh.Anyway i sooo miss fadhil a lot lot lot. We talked all the way till 5.30 am about a lot of things. But sometimes i feel soooooooooo kental when i talk to him. Im like a goody-two-shoes always covered from head to toe and my idea of fun is reading a book. And he's just graduated from ite and working at sentosa. In a BAR!!
sigh , and when i told him that i am a volunteer at a mosque I totally felt like the prude of the century.
I've been watching tv a lot lately. I've been such a lazy ass for the past few days , it wouldnt be a surprise if i woke up one day and found out im a man. Get the feminist joke? No? That's cute. Anyway , my eyes were practically stuck to the tv screen as i watched "Teman anugerahku" yesterday night. I am absolutely in love with Azmir. If all the other guys had any talent for acting , i probably missed that. Because i was too busy admiring what a fineeeeeee creature Azmir is. His character was sooooo , whats the word to use , "Smooth". Eh but you know what , I still dont know the name of his character.
I have a lot of things to blog about actually. Like yesterday I just told my mum I broke up with Nassier and she gave me a hell lot of advice. It was almost like she really wants me to get back to Nassier. And i told her about me being labelled feminist and we both sort of laugh about it. She told me i've always been so hard-headed that it might come across as being domineering to certain people. Like i wanna be in charge all the time. She told me that , actually im all soft and sensitive inside.
I've yet to discover that.Im sensitive , yeah . But soft?! I think only my mum thinks that way. Then again , she knows me best.
Must dig deeper.
Anyway im totally loving making feminist jokes. Milking it up for all its worth , they say.I hope you guys dont take it the wrong way. I am still very much , boy-crazy. Because what is the world without guys. In other words , what is the world without heartpain and suffering.
Hahah! I can be so funny sometimes.
So after a long conversation of how i shouldn't be so hard on my ex-boyfriend who had just left me to suffer and die. I had another interesting conversation . This time with my long long long lost cousin. He's from my real dad's side. I used to be extremely close to him. but after my parents divorce , we just sort of lost contact.
But msn brought us back together.
Its so bloody refreshing to talk to him. He makes everything so perfectly clear to me. Like the break-up. Now im no longer sad , or crying or regretting. No, ive moved on. Yes , you better believe it. Hahah! So if anyone out there ever dare to break down my guard , like saying "you should go back to him" you deserve a kick in the ass. Seriously.Anyway , we both were relieving our childhood days. Like he was telling me how my dad always gave us teka-teki and firdaus(my brohter) always get the right answer. It goes like this , whenever my dad gives us a riddle , both me and fadhil (that's my cousin's name) would like really try to think of the correct answer. And every riddle , the result will be standard. The same. Me and Fadhil would give like possible answers and my dad will tell us its wrong. And all my brother has to say is ... "KAKI!!!" and my dad will be like "Betulllllllllllllllll!" like really enthusiastically.
I didnt really remember this so when fadhil told me , I was like "Are you serious!? Omg my dad was such an idiot!" then i ask him arr..
Me: mesti fadhil ngan adah bingit kan?
him: Bingit arr!!!
that made me laugh.Anyway i sooo miss fadhil a lot lot lot. We talked all the way till 5.30 am about a lot of things. But sometimes i feel soooooooooo kental when i talk to him. Im like a goody-two-shoes always covered from head to toe and my idea of fun is reading a book. And he's just graduated from ite and working at sentosa. In a BAR!!
sigh , and when i told him that i am a volunteer at a mosque I totally felt like the prude of the century.
raudahrevealed something at
5:40 AM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Today i had a dream so powerful that i only woke up at 1pm.
At the first part of it , I was with this group of voodoo weirdos. I wasn't sure how i got there. but there was a whole group of us in a very dark room. We were sitting in a circle and there was some objects in the middle. And this guy who seemed to be leader finally begin the ritual with "Here we are with the half a tissue in the middle of us---" Uhh okay , i think this is the boring part so I'll skip it.
The second part was WAR! Literally. I was supposedly a warrior , a hot warrior. Along with a 6 other women. We were supposedly the most powerful , most feared and most respected. Take Notice that i said we were all women. God , even in my dreams im a feminist. Haha. Anyway , back to the dream.
The war was the ultimate war between good and evil. I say this because , the ones were up against were monsters. Fugly monsters. They're giants and made of rocks. They carried sharp and heavy weapons. Which , actually wasnt neccessary because they could squash us with their thumbs if they wanted to. Anyway , it was obvious these guys were pure evil. They were snarling at us and everything. So yeah , they're the bad guys. And us , the women warriors are the good. I say this because , we were led by Dumbledore. I have no idea how the heck he got into my dream but he friggin did.
Anyway , I said this dream was powerful because of a number of reasons. It wasn't the fact that we were all women . No it wasnt that. That was just a mere coincedence. What made the whole dream so powerful was how the warriors/us handled it. We were minute compared to our enemies . But we held our head up high. It couldnt be any more obvious that we were afraid of them. Hell , i was afraid out of my wits. In my mind i was all like "How are we going to defeat this guys!" But we didnt show it. No , we didnt. That was what made us feared and respected.
I remember how tense everything were when we entered the battleground. I did some pretty hot moves man. I jumped and somersaulted over this really really goddamn high wall and landed marvellously and did this im-not-afraid-of-you-glance to the enemies.
Go me!
We were outnumbered , we were minute , we were at every aspect at a disadvantage. But even so , we were more superior. We felt superior. We knew we were going to win , they knew we were going to win. But i have no idea how we would have won ..
because i woke up.
You guys prolly dont believe me when i said this was a powerful. But it was . Because I can remember every emotion that was felt and every single detail of the dream when i woke up. From relishing the reaction of the enemy when i did a somersault in the air , to the fast beating in my heart when i knew the battle was about to begin.
I was sort of disappointed when i woke up.
Back to reality of real life battles with my raging hormones and teenage heartbreak.
I'll get over it soon.
Anyway I just want to thank everyone who had showed care and concern for me over the breakup. I appreciate it a lot. those who had tagged , pmed me at msn , everyone! I love you.But i have to make things clear. i hope that none of you are judging nassier because of my entry. Maybe i have conveyed him as a heartless bastard in the other entry , but he is not. Far from it.
But i do wish he was a heartless bastard so i can forget him more easily.
At the first part of it , I was with this group of voodoo weirdos. I wasn't sure how i got there. but there was a whole group of us in a very dark room. We were sitting in a circle and there was some objects in the middle. And this guy who seemed to be leader finally begin the ritual with "Here we are with the half a tissue in the middle of us---" Uhh okay , i think this is the boring part so I'll skip it.
The second part was WAR! Literally. I was supposedly a warrior , a hot warrior. Along with a 6 other women. We were supposedly the most powerful , most feared and most respected. Take Notice that i said we were all women. God , even in my dreams im a feminist. Haha. Anyway , back to the dream.
The war was the ultimate war between good and evil. I say this because , the ones were up against were monsters. Fugly monsters. They're giants and made of rocks. They carried sharp and heavy weapons. Which , actually wasnt neccessary because they could squash us with their thumbs if they wanted to. Anyway , it was obvious these guys were pure evil. They were snarling at us and everything. So yeah , they're the bad guys. And us , the women warriors are the good. I say this because , we were led by Dumbledore. I have no idea how the heck he got into my dream but he friggin did.
Anyway , I said this dream was powerful because of a number of reasons. It wasn't the fact that we were all women . No it wasnt that. That was just a mere coincedence. What made the whole dream so powerful was how the warriors/us handled it. We were minute compared to our enemies . But we held our head up high. It couldnt be any more obvious that we were afraid of them. Hell , i was afraid out of my wits. In my mind i was all like "How are we going to defeat this guys!" But we didnt show it. No , we didnt. That was what made us feared and respected.
I remember how tense everything were when we entered the battleground. I did some pretty hot moves man. I jumped and somersaulted over this really really goddamn high wall and landed marvellously and did this im-not-afraid-of-you-glance to the enemies.
Go me!
We were outnumbered , we were minute , we were at every aspect at a disadvantage. But even so , we were more superior. We felt superior. We knew we were going to win , they knew we were going to win. But i have no idea how we would have won ..
because i woke up.
You guys prolly dont believe me when i said this was a powerful. But it was . Because I can remember every emotion that was felt and every single detail of the dream when i woke up. From relishing the reaction of the enemy when i did a somersault in the air , to the fast beating in my heart when i knew the battle was about to begin.
I was sort of disappointed when i woke up.
Back to reality of real life battles with my raging hormones and teenage heartbreak.
I'll get over it soon.
Anyway I just want to thank everyone who had showed care and concern for me over the breakup. I appreciate it a lot. those who had tagged , pmed me at msn , everyone! I love you.But i have to make things clear. i hope that none of you are judging nassier because of my entry. Maybe i have conveyed him as a heartless bastard in the other entry , but he is not. Far from it.
But i do wish he was a heartless bastard so i can forget him more easily.
raudahrevealed something at
2:07 AM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
I am officially mentally unstable at the moment. I have been cursing , screaming , crying , not sleeping , talking to myself. you name it , i am thy mad woman from pasir ris st 21. I dont even want to talk about it at the moment.
Anyway , something really just made my day.
Anyway , something really just made my day.
raudahrevealed something at
9:56 PM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
And so our reliationship ended just like that. I thought i meant so much more to you than that. I never thought breaking up would be this hard but it is. I dont know , maybe right now while i cry my heart out , you're sleeping soundly without a care in the world.
So thats it . Two smses. and everything's over. No explanation of what had happened. Just a hanging past. I know i was the one who asked for the break up , but ironically , I'm the one who feels like my heart has been torn open. I gave you a choice , either tell me why you keep pushing me away or its over. You chose to leave me. And it became clear to me , that you stopped loving me some time ago.
I know it seems very childish to whine about all this to my ever so public blog. But hell , give me a fucking break. Its 1.30 am in the morning. No one is awake. And tommorow everyone will be in school , and i'll be sitting at home still depressing.
But life moves on.
Anyway, I had to change my previous layout , duh. So i vented all my frustrations and disappointment into this layout. This layout was done in less than 1 hour , scribblings , codings , blends and all.No pictures , no textures , no brushes. Just me , my emotions and my photoshop 5.
and while im at it ..
SCREW VALENTINES . we're not allowed to celebrate it anyway.
So thats it . Two smses. and everything's over. No explanation of what had happened. Just a hanging past. I know i was the one who asked for the break up , but ironically , I'm the one who feels like my heart has been torn open. I gave you a choice , either tell me why you keep pushing me away or its over. You chose to leave me. And it became clear to me , that you stopped loving me some time ago.
I know it seems very childish to whine about all this to my ever so public blog. But hell , give me a fucking break. Its 1.30 am in the morning. No one is awake. And tommorow everyone will be in school , and i'll be sitting at home still depressing.
But life moves on.
Anyway, I had to change my previous layout , duh. So i vented all my frustrations and disappointment into this layout. This layout was done in less than 1 hour , scribblings , codings , blends and all.No pictures , no textures , no brushes. Just me , my emotions and my photoshop 5.
and while im at it ..
SCREW VALENTINES . we're not allowed to celebrate it anyway.
raudahrevealed something at
9:14 AM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
I never ever post lyrics in my blog . Put this song is really what im feeling right now. And i would rather post a song lyric than rant out everything and sound like a whiny bitch. So yeah. Its an old song and everything. Plus im not really a big fan of avril but her song lyrics always kick ass.
too lazy to paste the whole thing. so this part will do.
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
--------
On to other things. that will prolly interest Shairah more than anyone else who reads my blog. muahaha.
DUFF: 'JOELWILL NEVER CHEAT ON ME'
Pop princess Hilary Duff is thrilled her rock star boyfriend JOEL MADDEN has given up drinking, as she no longer fears he'll cheat on her.
The teen singer/actress admits her lover was once tempted by female fans, but she is confident his new sober lifestyle has put an end to his wild behaviour.
She says, "Joel's so loyal. His dad left his family, and it has made him become the complete opposite.
"Plus, he doesn't drink anymore. I think there was (a groupie problem) when he was drinking.
"Now he's clean, so I don't worry about (his cheating)."
Pop princess . That cracked me up. Anyway Joel Madden is my husband. He just doesnt know it yet.
too lazy to paste the whole thing. so this part will do.
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
--------
On to other things. that will prolly interest Shairah more than anyone else who reads my blog. muahaha.
DUFF: 'JOELWILL NEVER CHEAT ON ME'
Pop princess Hilary Duff is thrilled her rock star boyfriend JOEL MADDEN has given up drinking, as she no longer fears he'll cheat on her.
The teen singer/actress admits her lover was once tempted by female fans, but she is confident his new sober lifestyle has put an end to his wild behaviour.
She says, "Joel's so loyal. His dad left his family, and it has made him become the complete opposite.
"Plus, he doesn't drink anymore. I think there was (a groupie problem) when he was drinking.
"Now he's clean, so I don't worry about (his cheating)."
Pop princess . That cracked me up. Anyway Joel Madden is my husband. He just doesnt know it yet.
raudahrevealed something at
10:28 PM
I will not say what i got for my L1r5 . Because im ashamed of it. So , that is that. All i can say is that , i've got a distinction for higher malay. Which shocked the hell out of me. Its the only distinction ive got by the way. My best subject is malay. I can practically hear all the fityanees falling off their chair. They always said my malay sucked.But now , no one can ever say that. Because ive got a straight "A" record for malay. I got an A star for PSLE . an A2 for both Malay and Higher malay for olevels.
Which made me realise something.
Ive always been searching for an ambition. It had been very inconsistent throughout my whole life. A lawyer , a journalist , photographer , graphic designer you name it. And right now , I've just found my dream ambition. Something that i should have thought long2 ago.
I should be a malay teacher!
I mean , i cant believe ive never thought of that before. Teaching is fun. My whole family are teachers. Great teachers in fact. My aunt didnt even have a degree or a diploma and she became a H.O.D at damai primary school. After that , she went to broadrick secondary , and also got to be become the H.O.D . My cousin who's still in her early twenties , was a fresh graduate and got accepted to teach GP at meridian jc. Another cousin of mine was the top PSLE malay student in singapore and she studied in raffles girls. Anyone would have thought she'd be a doctor or something. but nope, she's now a teacher at cedar girls. My own mum have been teaching since 1994. My uncle went to poly and got to NUS and got a degree in engineering. Became an engineer and in the end quit his job to become a teacher.And these are just to name a few.
Its like everyone are friggin teachers in our family!!
And fahmy , mark my words. You'd be one too.
We should both be malay teachers! yayness. I can become the next cikgu afidah when im old. And fahmy can become the next SHAFIEE.
*Rolls on the floor laughing*
Anyway , im going to apply tpjc as my first choice. If i register for MLEP , I can get to tpjc (hopefully) . I hope i get to go there. So i can join MLEP and discover my hidden melayuness potential that i never knew i had.
Oh and on to another note. I quit my job. Don't even ask. Right now i have a stupid pair of heels which I only wore for one day (i bought it just yesterday) . Im not talking about those normal heels. This are in-your-face-and-dont-mess-with-me stilletos. Which is kinda cool. But i would feel so weird wearing it on a normal outing.
All this crazy people getting 15-17 saying that "I hope i get to tpjc" should just go poledance. because its making me nervous as shit. if u , getting 15-17 doubting to go jc. What the fook abt me.
Which made me realise something.
Ive always been searching for an ambition. It had been very inconsistent throughout my whole life. A lawyer , a journalist , photographer , graphic designer you name it. And right now , I've just found my dream ambition. Something that i should have thought long2 ago.
I should be a malay teacher!
I mean , i cant believe ive never thought of that before. Teaching is fun. My whole family are teachers. Great teachers in fact. My aunt didnt even have a degree or a diploma and she became a H.O.D at damai primary school. After that , she went to broadrick secondary , and also got to be become the H.O.D . My cousin who's still in her early twenties , was a fresh graduate and got accepted to teach GP at meridian jc. Another cousin of mine was the top PSLE malay student in singapore and she studied in raffles girls. Anyone would have thought she'd be a doctor or something. but nope, she's now a teacher at cedar girls. My own mum have been teaching since 1994. My uncle went to poly and got to NUS and got a degree in engineering. Became an engineer and in the end quit his job to become a teacher.And these are just to name a few.
Its like everyone are friggin teachers in our family!!
And fahmy , mark my words. You'd be one too.
We should both be malay teachers! yayness. I can become the next cikgu afidah when im old. And fahmy can become the next SHAFIEE.
*Rolls on the floor laughing*
Anyway , im going to apply tpjc as my first choice. If i register for MLEP , I can get to tpjc (hopefully) . I hope i get to go there. So i can join MLEP and discover my hidden melayuness potential that i never knew i had.
Oh and on to another note. I quit my job. Don't even ask. Right now i have a stupid pair of heels which I only wore for one day (i bought it just yesterday) . Im not talking about those normal heels. This are in-your-face-and-dont-mess-with-me stilletos. Which is kinda cool. But i would feel so weird wearing it on a normal outing.
All this crazy people getting 15-17 saying that "I hope i get to tpjc" should just go poledance. because its making me nervous as shit. if u , getting 15-17 doubting to go jc. What the fook abt me.
raudahrevealed something at
8:15 AM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Okay , this is going to be a boring entry . Its just something i couldnt resist updating because its soo exciting.
I've got a new job!! Its not really official yet , i have to go for the 2nd interview today . But the lady which interviewed me yesterday say if i'm okay with the wage and everything , I can start working immediately. I haven't quit my pizza hut job though , just in case i dont get this post. My new job is under sales and marketing. The office is really cool. Almost all the people there are about my age. It was so weird to see malay guys wearing formally with ties and all. The only time you can see guys wearing ties and smart shirts is during prom.
If i get this job I am sooo going to buy one of those high class woman suits. Seriously. Some of the girls there wear them and they looked really good.
The lady that interviewed me was smoking while she did the interview. It was quite unnerving actually. I dont really like people who smoke . But she was really nice and everything. The smoking thing still bugs me. But who am i to judge. She is supposedly very good at her job and everyone in the office respects her.
The first few minutes of the interview went well . until i got hungry. And for those people who know me , i tend to be different when im hungry. In fact when im hungry i prefer to not talk , thank you very much. So yes , the next few minutes i fumbled with words and everything. Urgh.
wish me luck for today.
I've got a new job!! Its not really official yet , i have to go for the 2nd interview today . But the lady which interviewed me yesterday say if i'm okay with the wage and everything , I can start working immediately. I haven't quit my pizza hut job though , just in case i dont get this post. My new job is under sales and marketing. The office is really cool. Almost all the people there are about my age. It was so weird to see malay guys wearing formally with ties and all. The only time you can see guys wearing ties and smart shirts is during prom.
If i get this job I am sooo going to buy one of those high class woman suits. Seriously. Some of the girls there wear them and they looked really good.
The lady that interviewed me was smoking while she did the interview. It was quite unnerving actually. I dont really like people who smoke . But she was really nice and everything. The smoking thing still bugs me. But who am i to judge. She is supposedly very good at her job and everyone in the office respects her.
The first few minutes of the interview went well . until i got hungry. And for those people who know me , i tend to be different when im hungry. In fact when im hungry i prefer to not talk , thank you very much. So yes , the next few minutes i fumbled with words and everything. Urgh.
wish me luck for today.
raudahrevealed something at
8:37 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
I love it when nabil shits in his diapers.His facial expression is funny. Can see all the face muscles all tense up and he is seriously concentrating ! And he does this at extremely random moments. Like when he running around the house with me and he suddenly comes to a halt and .. shit. After that he continues on running.
Just now he shitted and then sat down. And then he told my aunt "Abil nyerr ahik dah enyek!" in adult language it means "nabil nyer tahik dah penyek!" or in english "My shit is squashed!"I couldnt stop laughing.
On to other stuffs.Yesterday me , suaibah , razinah , hasanah , nadiah , nabilah and fahmi all ate at the banquet at eastpoint. Yay to food!! There we were indulging in our food when suddenly we heard fahmi gasp. Fahmi was beside me so naturally i was quite shocked when he did that. "My tooth just fell off!" said the incredible gasping machine.
Muahahahaha! It took me a lot of self control to not laugh. Nabilah however was laughing out loud already. I seriously couldnt believe that happened. When was the last time you experience your friend losing a tooth during their teenage years. for me , never! Which was why i found it hilarious.
Pictures from netball practice
models for the ryc t-shirt. now , dont you want one!
Hasanah , Atiqah , Raudah = harharhar.
get it? anyway its supposed to be from left , atiqah then hasanah then me.
This is my sexy face.
anyway i just found out my brother is working at the long john silver in bedok. -_-
Just now he shitted and then sat down. And then he told my aunt "Abil nyerr ahik dah enyek!" in adult language it means "nabil nyer tahik dah penyek!" or in english "My shit is squashed!"I couldnt stop laughing.
On to other stuffs.Yesterday me , suaibah , razinah , hasanah , nadiah , nabilah and fahmi all ate at the banquet at eastpoint. Yay to food!! There we were indulging in our food when suddenly we heard fahmi gasp. Fahmi was beside me so naturally i was quite shocked when he did that. "My tooth just fell off!" said the incredible gasping machine.
Muahahahaha! It took me a lot of self control to not laugh. Nabilah however was laughing out loud already. I seriously couldnt believe that happened. When was the last time you experience your friend losing a tooth during their teenage years. for me , never! Which was why i found it hilarious.
Pictures from netball practice
models for the ryc t-shirt. now , dont you want one!
Hasanah , Atiqah , Raudah = harharhar.
get it? anyway its supposed to be from left , atiqah then hasanah then me.
This is my sexy face.
anyway i just found out my brother is working at the long john silver in bedok. -_-
raudahrevealed something at
9:29 PM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
"Imagination is more important than knowledge." ~ Albert Einstein.
Then im a friggin genius.
Then im a friggin genius.
raudahrevealed something at
9:53 AM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Besides that im getting fatter and fatter. Nassier has also pointed out another attribute that i have and waste no time telling everyone this. That im clumsy. According to him , everytime im on the phone with him , I either trip on something or knock my head on something or accidentally injure my hand or legs. And also , everytime i go out with him , I will do the same things mention just now. Even though i cant deny all these (because its true) , I still wish he would stop mentioning it.
And i will not get fat , he just have to live with that information and not say anything when I eat.
I wish he'd mention other positive things. Like for the fact that he thinks my voice is sexy during the mornings. As in , when i just woke up. Muahahahah.
I miss him anyway. He's started working which equals to less time spent with me. =(
Anyhows. Yesterday i spent the whole day with liyana as per usual. Liyana one day we're just going to be sick of each other's faces. Seriously. I transferred the photos from my hp to her laptop using infrared. Will post them later. Which reminds me , I forgot to tell you guys that i have a new phone. It takes great pictures. I wont need to get a digicam now because i can just use my phone. It turns out really huge and clear on the computer. Seriously. And im pleased to hear that Hidayah wants this phone.
Finally something to make her jealous , instead of she making me jealous! *evil laughter* Actually i miss her and everyone else. I cant wait for olevel results. I know everyone's nervous as heck but im actually excited. Not because im confident i will do well , duhh , but because i can't wait to go back to school. I dont ever want to work again. I will make sure i marry a rich husband so that i will not have to work for the rest of my life.
Husband meaning nassier of course. There's no one else i would marry but him. hehehe.
And i will not get fat , he just have to live with that information and not say anything when I eat.
I wish he'd mention other positive things. Like for the fact that he thinks my voice is sexy during the mornings. As in , when i just woke up. Muahahahah.
I miss him anyway. He's started working which equals to less time spent with me. =(
Anyhows. Yesterday i spent the whole day with liyana as per usual. Liyana one day we're just going to be sick of each other's faces. Seriously. I transferred the photos from my hp to her laptop using infrared. Will post them later. Which reminds me , I forgot to tell you guys that i have a new phone. It takes great pictures. I wont need to get a digicam now because i can just use my phone. It turns out really huge and clear on the computer. Seriously. And im pleased to hear that Hidayah wants this phone.
Finally something to make her jealous , instead of she making me jealous! *evil laughter* Actually i miss her and everyone else. I cant wait for olevel results. I know everyone's nervous as heck but im actually excited. Not because im confident i will do well , duhh , but because i can't wait to go back to school. I dont ever want to work again. I will make sure i marry a rich husband so that i will not have to work for the rest of my life.
Husband meaning nassier of course. There's no one else i would marry but him. hehehe.
raudahrevealed something at
8:57 PM