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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Today was a reunion lunch with Shairah and Hidayah. I woke up at 1pm to Hidayah's phone call. And this time i was trying really hard not to give it away that i just woke up. So ..
Hidayah: OH MY GOD. you just woke up?
Me: No.
Hidayah: You're lying
Me: *sleepy voice* no.
Hidayah: Anyway , wanna meet me for lunch this afternoon. Everyone has CCA except for me
Me:No.
but later on i confessed to her that i lied abt being awake.. See , staying at home for the past few months had made me a good girl. I can barely lie without feeling guilty afterwards. Im an honest soul now.
I decided to meet , Hidayah and Shairah , anyway. We couldn't stop talking. A reunion of the three musketeers. Yeah , we had a laugh remembering that Mr.Eng used to call us that. I almost forgot how much i miss Shairah's drilling on the juicy details of everyone's life and how Hidayah always think of the worst stuff to say.I know what i just said about hidayah is not exactly a positive thing. But she cracks me up.
Speaking of which , Hidayah figured it was her duty to tell me and Shaiful that one day we'll just end up with each other , yesterday.
Hidayah : You guys are seriously going to end up with each other.
Me: WHATTEHECK. (hid has said this before but not in front of shaiful)
Hidayah: Even fatin thinks so
Me: She does not.
Hidayah : Shaiful .. Raudah.. Doesnt that sound so right? What are you going to name your children
Me: FOR GOD'S SAKE WE'RE NOT GOING TO HAVE CHILDREN!!!
Im not saying Shaiful is repulsive or anything (NO WAY , THE DUDE'S CUTE =P) . but seriously , dating your good friend is just wrong. It breaks the laws of friendship.
Shairah and me relieved the time we argued because of an incident concerning me nagging to her as for littering.It went something like this
Me: Are you going to pick that up? *points to the litter*
Her: No. What you gonna do?
Me & her: *FIGHTFIGHTARGUEARGUE*
Her: Prude
Me: Bitch
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
And after that i remember i really missed not talking to her. because she was usually the one asking me things like How are you and him? What did you do? Where did you go? and i always had fun telling her all about it because her reactions are always very err expressive? But both of us, being the egoistic brats we were , refused to talk to each other for the whole of june holidays.
kids.
Its ironic how we were so mad at each other then but now we're laughing about it.
2 reunions in a row , im having a hell of a time. yesterday's was the moshies (Wani , Shida , Shaiful , Hidayah and later on.. Yusoff) , today the musketeers. Which reminds me , I HAVENT MET FATIN. whatthefish.
i miss temasek so much it hurts.
random picture. I do look retarded here dont i?
I feel like going to the Anugerah concert. LIYANA GO WIMME! i dont care if your mum says its a waste of money. We're going to be in the same building as Syed Azmir!! OH MI GOODNESS
Hidayah: OH MY GOD. you just woke up?
Me: No.
Hidayah: You're lying
Me: *sleepy voice* no.
Hidayah: Anyway , wanna meet me for lunch this afternoon. Everyone has CCA except for me
Me:No.
but later on i confessed to her that i lied abt being awake.. See , staying at home for the past few months had made me a good girl. I can barely lie without feeling guilty afterwards. Im an honest soul now.
I decided to meet , Hidayah and Shairah , anyway. We couldn't stop talking. A reunion of the three musketeers. Yeah , we had a laugh remembering that Mr.Eng used to call us that. I almost forgot how much i miss Shairah's drilling on the juicy details of everyone's life and how Hidayah always think of the worst stuff to say.I know what i just said about hidayah is not exactly a positive thing. But she cracks me up.
Speaking of which , Hidayah figured it was her duty to tell me and Shaiful that one day we'll just end up with each other , yesterday.
Hidayah : You guys are seriously going to end up with each other.
Me: WHATTEHECK. (hid has said this before but not in front of shaiful)
Hidayah: Even fatin thinks so
Me: She does not.
Hidayah : Shaiful .. Raudah.. Doesnt that sound so right? What are you going to name your children
Me: FOR GOD'S SAKE WE'RE NOT GOING TO HAVE CHILDREN!!!
Im not saying Shaiful is repulsive or anything (NO WAY , THE DUDE'S CUTE =P) . but seriously , dating your good friend is just wrong. It breaks the laws of friendship.
Shairah and me relieved the time we argued because of an incident concerning me nagging to her as for littering.It went something like this
Me: Are you going to pick that up? *points to the litter*
Her: No. What you gonna do?
Me & her: *FIGHTFIGHTARGUEARGUE*
Her: Prude
Me: Bitch
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
And after that i remember i really missed not talking to her. because she was usually the one asking me things like How are you and him? What did you do? Where did you go? and i always had fun telling her all about it because her reactions are always very err expressive? But both of us, being the egoistic brats we were , refused to talk to each other for the whole of june holidays.
kids.
Its ironic how we were so mad at each other then but now we're laughing about it.
2 reunions in a row , im having a hell of a time. yesterday's was the moshies (Wani , Shida , Shaiful , Hidayah and later on.. Yusoff) , today the musketeers. Which reminds me , I HAVENT MET FATIN. whatthefish.
i miss temasek so much it hurts.
random picture. I do look retarded here dont i?
I feel like going to the Anugerah concert. LIYANA GO WIMME! i dont care if your mum says its a waste of money. We're going to be in the same building as Syed Azmir!! OH MI GOODNESS
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
Okay as you can see , i've revamped my site. This layout actually has a concept. Which was to be to do everything my way. This blog is my space. And althought i rarely write personal honest stuffs , I still love my blog loads loads. Its a place for me to actually rant , bitch , make jokes. And for those constant visitors(if there's any), you might not realise it , but you prolly got to have a sense of what sort of person i am by reading my blog. Good , bad , or whether ur assumptions of me are true , i dont know. And that's what make it more fun. I hope you like me though
Cause i luff you.
So i hope that jusitified why my layout looks like it just came out from a horror movie. But between you and me , i secretly love rihanna's body.
It looks so exactly like mine
*Cough*
ANYWAY.. I HAVE PIXXIES!!
A picture after a whole day of cycling. Yeah , we're smilling in the picture. But really , our butts hurt like hell.
KRC3 nostalgia. Personally , i dont think i look good here but this is my favourite picture of KRC3.
Us and the trophy (is suaibah's hands) at the captain's ball tournament. This picture was actually taken with my phone so its a bit blurry.
My new converse sneakers. picture taken using my phone.
Okay , Nicholas Sparks is not making me feel any better.
[quote] the first time you fall in love , it changes your life forever ,and no matter how hard you try , the feeling never goes away[/unquote]
i am DOOMED.
Cause i luff you.
So i hope that jusitified why my layout looks like it just came out from a horror movie. But between you and me , i secretly love rihanna's body.
It looks so exactly like mine
*Cough*
ANYWAY.. I HAVE PIXXIES!!
A picture after a whole day of cycling. Yeah , we're smilling in the picture. But really , our butts hurt like hell.
KRC3 nostalgia. Personally , i dont think i look good here but this is my favourite picture of KRC3.
Us and the trophy (is suaibah's hands) at the captain's ball tournament. This picture was actually taken with my phone so its a bit blurry.
My new converse sneakers. picture taken using my phone.
Okay , Nicholas Sparks is not making me feel any better.
[quote] the first time you fall in love , it changes your life forever ,and no matter how hard you try , the feeling never goes away[/unquote]
i am DOOMED.
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
Everyone sees me as an emotionless egoistic bitch. Right? Okay , ive never been called all three at once. But yeah , I've been called ,emotionless , egoisitc , bitch on seperate occasions.Well okay , so I am flawed.
But guess what the emotionless egoistic bitch had done for the past dunno-how-long. She's been writing a lengthy love poem . In Malay.
OMIGOODNESS
Now , emotionless egoisitc bitch people wont do that would they? No they wont. They will prolly write about ..
What am i saying , they wont even write poems. Because poems are for emo people. Like me for example. So , i may come across to you like i dont have any feelings , for any other human being except for my own narcisstic self. But really , i do have feelings.
Just because i dont whine about my own problems in my blog. Does not by any means make emotionless. In fact , i do whine in my blog. I just dont sound melodramatic.Do i? Even if i do , i did on purpose . On entertainment purposes.
Now what on earth am i blaberring about.
Eh actually i like people to think im emotionless. Make me sound so cool and collected. Which i am of course. I am always cool and collected. In fact i hardly show any emotions at all. I express my views and principles , yes. But no , i dont express my emotions.
So , the purpose of this whole entry is to tell you how emotional i am and how emotionless i can be.
what in the holy heavens am i talking about.
In 20 years time when i read this entry I'll probably say "I was such a screwed up teenager"
HAHAHA. yes you were , Raudah-in-the-future .
yes you were.
But guess what the emotionless egoistic bitch had done for the past dunno-how-long. She's been writing a lengthy love poem . In Malay.
OMIGOODNESS
Now , emotionless egoisitc bitch people wont do that would they? No they wont. They will prolly write about ..
What am i saying , they wont even write poems. Because poems are for emo people. Like me for example. So , i may come across to you like i dont have any feelings , for any other human being except for my own narcisstic self. But really , i do have feelings.
Just because i dont whine about my own problems in my blog. Does not by any means make emotionless. In fact , i do whine in my blog. I just dont sound melodramatic.Do i? Even if i do , i did on purpose . On entertainment purposes.
Now what on earth am i blaberring about.
Eh actually i like people to think im emotionless. Make me sound so cool and collected. Which i am of course. I am always cool and collected. In fact i hardly show any emotions at all. I express my views and principles , yes. But no , i dont express my emotions.
So , the purpose of this whole entry is to tell you how emotional i am and how emotionless i can be.
what in the holy heavens am i talking about.
In 20 years time when i read this entry I'll probably say "I was such a screwed up teenager"
HAHAHA. yes you were , Raudah-in-the-future .
yes you were.
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
The Taliban Forbids Women to:
attend school
work outside the home
laugh loudly
perform or listen to music
leave home without a male relative
use cosmetics
visit male doctors
go outside without wearing a floor-length veil called a burqa
wear high-heel shoes
watch movies, TV and videos
If a woman breaks these laws, she risks being flogged or killed.
If i was a taliban women , i'd been shot dead in my bed a long long time ago.
On to other stuffs. Time for another video.
This one totally rocks. A video of someone imitating beyonce. A male.Damn he's good. But you can sort of see he has some trouble walking on heels.
He has smooth legs! Whaddaheck.
attend school
work outside the home
laugh loudly
perform or listen to music
leave home without a male relative
use cosmetics
visit male doctors
go outside without wearing a floor-length veil called a burqa
wear high-heel shoes
watch movies, TV and videos
If a woman breaks these laws, she risks being flogged or killed.
If i was a taliban women , i'd been shot dead in my bed a long long time ago.
On to other stuffs. Time for another video.
This one totally rocks. A video of someone imitating beyonce. A male.Damn he's good. But you can sort of see he has some trouble walking on heels.
He has smooth legs! Whaddaheck.
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Saturday, March 18, 2006
Who would have thought that , out of all us (Alia , Fatin ,Shida , Wani, Shairah , Qazim , Hidayah) , Qazim is the first among us to have gone clubbing.Like , real clubbing.
WHADDA.
qazim wazim?! If you told me that a few years ago i would have thought you were on drugs.
Now ,Lets talk about love.
1. do u believe in soulmates?
Yeah. Someone out there is made for me.
2. why is it hard to let go of someone you love?
hormones
3. why do we cry after a break-up?
because you know , its going to be hard. And you know it'll be hard to forget him. And you will remember everything good that happened in the reliationship with such amazing clarity and start missing him. Also , you would want to forget him but at the same time you dont want to lose the memories you had with him.
4. who will you choose: the man/woman who is the center of your world or the man/woman whogave the world to you?
The man who gave the world to me. All girls want to be flattered.
5. are you good in hiding your emotions?
I can if i try really hard.
6. why do we need to love?
Because we're humans.
7. being single or being taken? Single
8. what's so nice in being single?No arguements. No worrying day and night on how to please him and make him happy. No feeling guilty what a bad girlfriend you've been even when all you did was sms your guy-friend. No a lot of things
9. ever cried infront of a bf/gf?
*shuffles feet* once.
10. most painful thing said by a loved one?
"You'll never change" when all i've ever tried to do was change. So now , we all learn a painful lesson today. Never try to change for a someone. Because once he already think of you as something , he'll always think of you like that , no matter how hard you try. Its hard to change yourself but its even harder to change someone else's perception of you.
11. most painful thing did by a loved one?
When he chooses to break up rather than explaining to me what was going on.
12. how do you cope with a breakup?
Who says i cope with it? But if you're referring on to how i restrained myself from jumping down the nearest building , then my answer is .... to list down all the bad things during the reliationship. This would have worked wonderfully but i didnt have a lot of bad things to list down.
13.describe love in one word?
errr..
14. what's ur ideal date?
by the beach. Wait , done that.
Night walk along singapore river. Done that also.
Okay.... eating in a posh restaurant in paris. =D
15. how do you spend a day with a love one?
i have my ways. *mysterious wink*
16. can lovers be friends?
errr. i dont think so. but maybe that'll change in the future
17. is love lovelier the second time?
i cant wait to find out.
18. are you the type of person who expects toomuch from someone?
yeah. very much,.
19. what things/qualities that deceive you the most?
im not easily decieved. chehwah
20. do you believe that first love never dies?
only Allah never dies. ALLAHUAKHBAR. Hahah.
by the way..... Fityan Ghufran won 3rd in the captain ball's tournament. go us!
its a start.
WHADDA.
qazim wazim?! If you told me that a few years ago i would have thought you were on drugs.
Now ,Lets talk about love.
1. do u believe in soulmates?
Yeah. Someone out there is made for me.
2. why is it hard to let go of someone you love?
hormones
3. why do we cry after a break-up?
because you know , its going to be hard. And you know it'll be hard to forget him. And you will remember everything good that happened in the reliationship with such amazing clarity and start missing him. Also , you would want to forget him but at the same time you dont want to lose the memories you had with him.
4. who will you choose: the man/woman who is the center of your world or the man/woman whogave the world to you?
The man who gave the world to me. All girls want to be flattered.
5. are you good in hiding your emotions?
I can if i try really hard.
6. why do we need to love?
Because we're humans.
7. being single or being taken? Single
8. what's so nice in being single?No arguements. No worrying day and night on how to please him and make him happy. No feeling guilty what a bad girlfriend you've been even when all you did was sms your guy-friend. No a lot of things
9. ever cried infront of a bf/gf?
*shuffles feet* once.
10. most painful thing said by a loved one?
"You'll never change" when all i've ever tried to do was change. So now , we all learn a painful lesson today. Never try to change for a someone. Because once he already think of you as something , he'll always think of you like that , no matter how hard you try. Its hard to change yourself but its even harder to change someone else's perception of you.
11. most painful thing did by a loved one?
When he chooses to break up rather than explaining to me what was going on.
12. how do you cope with a breakup?
Who says i cope with it? But if you're referring on to how i restrained myself from jumping down the nearest building , then my answer is .... to list down all the bad things during the reliationship. This would have worked wonderfully but i didnt have a lot of bad things to list down.
13.describe love in one word?
errr..
14. what's ur ideal date?
by the beach. Wait , done that.
Night walk along singapore river. Done that also.
Okay.... eating in a posh restaurant in paris. =D
15. how do you spend a day with a love one?
i have my ways. *mysterious wink*
16. can lovers be friends?
errr. i dont think so. but maybe that'll change in the future
17. is love lovelier the second time?
i cant wait to find out.
18. are you the type of person who expects toomuch from someone?
yeah. very much,.
19. what things/qualities that deceive you the most?
im not easily decieved. chehwah
20. do you believe that first love never dies?
only Allah never dies. ALLAHUAKHBAR. Hahah.
by the way..... Fityan Ghufran won 3rd in the captain ball's tournament. go us!
its a start.
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Friday, March 17, 2006
MENDAKI WONT PAY FOR MY SCHOOL FEEES.
Bloody hell , i speak malay , i've been brought up in a malay family , i learn malay , i got Astar for malay in PSLE and I got distinctions for both malay and hml. So whyyyyyy wont u give me the goddamn money. I'll tell u why they wont give me. Because im arab. So yay to me paying $12,000 per year! Im not arab for god's sake. Fawzi Laza is the friggin arab. Siti Raudah is a Malay.
On to a brighter note...
Okay i dont have a brighter note at the moment.
I will hereby declare that i shall not marry an arab guy , so my children will get free education. Unless of course my husband is a rich guy.
And in the near future if i dont like my brother's girlfriends I shall tell her , if she marries him , her children wont get free education. I will also tell them that my brother sometimes doesnt bathe. I dont know if he still do this , but he used to.
bang bang.
belum juga kah kau menyadarinya
akulah yg pantas untuk kau cintai
di bawah langit biru aku bersumpah
diriku tanpamu apa artinya cinta
Bloody hell , i speak malay , i've been brought up in a malay family , i learn malay , i got Astar for malay in PSLE and I got distinctions for both malay and hml. So whyyyyyy wont u give me the goddamn money. I'll tell u why they wont give me. Because im arab. So yay to me paying $12,000 per year! Im not arab for god's sake. Fawzi Laza is the friggin arab. Siti Raudah is a Malay.
On to a brighter note...
Okay i dont have a brighter note at the moment.
I will hereby declare that i shall not marry an arab guy , so my children will get free education. Unless of course my husband is a rich guy.
And in the near future if i dont like my brother's girlfriends I shall tell her , if she marries him , her children wont get free education. I will also tell them that my brother sometimes doesnt bathe. I dont know if he still do this , but he used to.
bang bang.
belum juga kah kau menyadarinya
akulah yg pantas untuk kau cintai
di bawah langit biru aku bersumpah
diriku tanpamu apa artinya cinta
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
Tag 7 people: Shida Fatin Wani Qazim Liyana Aimran Siti
Write 7 angry things:
*Loloq just pmed me random numbers on msn.
*I have soo much things to do
*Mats singing Minah Tudung song
*Bloody minahs
*I lost my nano nano
*No night cycling tommorow
*Malaysian toilets
Write 7 happy things:
*Bought converse sneakers at KL
*Captain's ball friendlies this sunday
*Singapore is a happy place
*Temasek poly orientation (Still havent registered yet)
*Three mat malaysia said that i was "CUN GILERRR" .
*Nabil's chubby cheeks
*Liyana will accompany me go check-up.
Write 7 angry things:
*Loloq just pmed me random numbers on msn.
*I have soo much things to do
*Mats singing Minah Tudung song
*Bloody minahs
*I lost my nano nano
*No night cycling tommorow
*Malaysian toilets
Write 7 happy things:
*Bought converse sneakers at KL
*Captain's ball friendlies this sunday
*Singapore is a happy place
*Temasek poly orientation (Still havent registered yet)
*Three mat malaysia said that i was "CUN GILERRR" .
*Nabil's chubby cheeks
*Liyana will accompany me go check-up.
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Monday, March 13, 2006
I am not in my best moods at the moment.
I'm going kl tommorow.
*yawns*
I'll go shopping
Whatever.
I'll sleep in an air-conditioned hotel
Bleah.
I'll get to go to a theme park , mebbe.
So?
Today is my bitch day.. All i feel like doing is sulk and whine.
Okay , i admit , i havent finished packing. I told my aunt i have. because .. because i lie.
But today was a fun day. Spent it with Liyana, Nadia , Suaibah, Razinah , Hasanah at ecp. Which is why , i have no good reason to have a "bitch day" today.
Whatever , "bitch day" dont need a good reason.
And i do hate the mats who constantly annoy us by reciting the minah tudung song.
I hope they die in an elephant stampede.
And my butt hurt from all the cycling today.
Do you know , i feel sleepy everytime i come back from the beach.
Im going to miss ya'll
im having confused feelings of him
Why do i defend him when...
Izinkan diriku.. Meluahkan rasa.
Maafkanlah aku andai kau terasa.
Biar ku paparkan apa yang terjadi
Agar engkau tak unlagi.
Emo raudah.
I wish he wasnt so mean to me.
I wish he'd be there tommorow.
this entry is dedicated to three most important men in my life at e moment.
i hope i confused you
this entry was brought to you by a very distraught young woman.
Yours sincerely ,
a very distraught young woman.
Assalamualaikum. May you miss me so much , it hurts.
=)
I'm going kl tommorow.
*yawns*
I'll go shopping
Whatever.
I'll sleep in an air-conditioned hotel
Bleah.
I'll get to go to a theme park , mebbe.
So?
Today is my bitch day.. All i feel like doing is sulk and whine.
Okay , i admit , i havent finished packing. I told my aunt i have. because .. because i lie.
But today was a fun day. Spent it with Liyana, Nadia , Suaibah, Razinah , Hasanah at ecp. Which is why , i have no good reason to have a "bitch day" today.
Whatever , "bitch day" dont need a good reason.
And i do hate the mats who constantly annoy us by reciting the minah tudung song.
I hope they die in an elephant stampede.
And my butt hurt from all the cycling today.
Do you know , i feel sleepy everytime i come back from the beach.
Im going to miss ya'll
im having confused feelings of him
Why do i defend him when...
Izinkan diriku.. Meluahkan rasa.
Maafkanlah aku andai kau terasa.
Biar ku paparkan apa yang terjadi
Agar engkau tak unlagi.
Emo raudah.
I wish he wasnt so mean to me.
I wish he'd be there tommorow.
this entry is dedicated to three most important men in my life at e moment.
i hope i confused you
this entry was brought to you by a very distraught young woman.
Yours sincerely ,
a very distraught young woman.
Assalamualaikum. May you miss me so much , it hurts.
=)
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Saturday, March 11, 2006
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Friday, March 10, 2006
Have you had a day where everything just seems so wrong? that the slightest bit of noise annoys you and the itch on your left buttock which on any normal day you would just scratch with no complaints but today its almost unbearable. Yes boys , welcome to the world of PMS.
Actually i think im just feeling like this because im still sick and also because i just woke up from a long long nap. My throat hurts and i keep sneezing non-stop. I hate feeling uhealthy.
Today wasnt so bad . I spent the day at pasir ris primary. Iman had this concert thingy. His class did a sketch on dunno what. I wasnt paying attention to the whole story. I was too busy looking at iman performing with utter grace and talent.
He was the tree.
Who liked to sway alot. Even its roots.
Go iman!
Anyway ,watching the concert truly made me wonder if my boy-friends have ever had to do something stupid-like for a concert. Like i know someone (i shall not mention who) had to be a squid and he had to wear a lipstick.
*makes straight face*
I know the stupidest thing i had to do when i was a kid was that i had to become the "ikan todaks" who attacked singapore , because my best friend , Hafiz Malik had stolen the role of hang nadim. I was actually supposed to be hang nadim. Bleah.
But no, i was the the evil fish.
Besides that , in primary 3 i had this role as a witch.There you go , I mastered the art of cackling at tender young age. Well at least i was one of the main characters in this skit.Primary 5 , i got to play a queen . Who only said like , one line. Because my husband (the sultan) took all the rest of the lines.
Jerk.
And i also joined the tamborine dance because i thought it was cool. And we had all these ridiculously bright costumes and bright make-up. I joined the art club and totally sucked. I joined angklung and surprisngly , I was good! I was the favourite student of the teacher-in-charge. Muahaha. I was a genius at shaking the damn wooden instrument.
haha.
Actually i think im just feeling like this because im still sick and also because i just woke up from a long long nap. My throat hurts and i keep sneezing non-stop. I hate feeling uhealthy.
Today wasnt so bad . I spent the day at pasir ris primary. Iman had this concert thingy. His class did a sketch on dunno what. I wasnt paying attention to the whole story. I was too busy looking at iman performing with utter grace and talent.
He was the tree.
Who liked to sway alot. Even its roots.
Go iman!
Anyway ,watching the concert truly made me wonder if my boy-friends have ever had to do something stupid-like for a concert. Like i know someone (i shall not mention who) had to be a squid and he had to wear a lipstick.
*makes straight face*
I know the stupidest thing i had to do when i was a kid was that i had to become the "ikan todaks" who attacked singapore , because my best friend , Hafiz Malik had stolen the role of hang nadim. I was actually supposed to be hang nadim. Bleah.
But no, i was the the evil fish.
Besides that , in primary 3 i had this role as a witch.There you go , I mastered the art of cackling at tender young age. Well at least i was one of the main characters in this skit.Primary 5 , i got to play a queen . Who only said like , one line. Because my husband (the sultan) took all the rest of the lines.
Jerk.
And i also joined the tamborine dance because i thought it was cool. And we had all these ridiculously bright costumes and bright make-up. I joined the art club and totally sucked. I joined angklung and surprisngly , I was good! I was the favourite student of the teacher-in-charge. Muahaha. I was a genius at shaking the damn wooden instrument.
haha.
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4:38 AM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Fatin has made me wanna start blending again. Hahah. So I did. I made a new layout but there's a bit of a problem which i have yet to find a solution. White dots tends to appear on the blend where there is black and i have no damn bloody idea why.
Such a waste.Nevertherless i would like to show you the layout that "cannot make it".
((I have made you a thing of my past))
Its a bit different from my usual style because i wanted it to be. I already submitted this as an entry to a blend challenge and I hope i win.
I wish i can take a diploma in blending. I wish the design industry recognises blending. But they dont. Have you ever seen an advertisement using blends? Bleah , stupid people.
Sometimes my dad ask the silliest questions. If i didnt know any better he's just trying to irk me. Which , of course , something he has majorly suceeded. But i dont know , sometimes he does sound like he cares. So yeah , back to the story , my dad called me like thrice today and i didnt pick up the first two calls. Now , dont go on assuming what a cruel person i am. I just thought it was my step-mum , so that was why i didnt pick up the calls. My step-mum can be super bitchy sometimes. So i avoid her at all costs. Anyway , i picked up at the third call and found out it was my dad.
Ummm hoooray?
The mail had arrived and im guessing he already knew that ive been posted to tp-visual comm but he still asked me where i got posted to. He asked me why i didnt go jc , i told him i didnt want to , so I only put one jc choice. then i told him i was sick and he ask me , what sickness , i told him i had a fever and he asked me this "Why are you sick?"
I told him "I dont know , I just am." I dont know what he was expecting. Was i supposed to give him a detailed description on what goes around inside my body. What was i supposed to say ? "Gee dad , the germs that i caught from this stranger whom i met downtown at 6.58am last sunday went up my nostrils , down my throat , in my lungs , round and round my small intestines and..."
Okay im crapping too much.Im just bloody bored. Tommorow im going out with liyana. Yay. *Sticks out tongue to isa* haha. i am so matured
Such a waste.Nevertherless i would like to show you the layout that "cannot make it".
((I have made you a thing of my past))
Its a bit different from my usual style because i wanted it to be. I already submitted this as an entry to a blend challenge and I hope i win.
I wish i can take a diploma in blending. I wish the design industry recognises blending. But they dont. Have you ever seen an advertisement using blends? Bleah , stupid people.
Sometimes my dad ask the silliest questions. If i didnt know any better he's just trying to irk me. Which , of course , something he has majorly suceeded. But i dont know , sometimes he does sound like he cares. So yeah , back to the story , my dad called me like thrice today and i didnt pick up the first two calls. Now , dont go on assuming what a cruel person i am. I just thought it was my step-mum , so that was why i didnt pick up the calls. My step-mum can be super bitchy sometimes. So i avoid her at all costs. Anyway , i picked up at the third call and found out it was my dad.
Ummm hoooray?
The mail had arrived and im guessing he already knew that ive been posted to tp-visual comm but he still asked me where i got posted to. He asked me why i didnt go jc , i told him i didnt want to , so I only put one jc choice. then i told him i was sick and he ask me , what sickness , i told him i had a fever and he asked me this "Why are you sick?"
I told him "I dont know , I just am." I dont know what he was expecting. Was i supposed to give him a detailed description on what goes around inside my body. What was i supposed to say ? "Gee dad , the germs that i caught from this stranger whom i met downtown at 6.58am last sunday went up my nostrils , down my throat , in my lungs , round and round my small intestines and..."
Okay im crapping too much.Im just bloody bored. Tommorow im going out with liyana. Yay. *Sticks out tongue to isa* haha. i am so matured
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8:37 AM
Monday, March 06, 2006
Guess what, its the return of the extraordinary dreams. Yesterday i dreamt shida won the beauty pageant in tpjc and she was in a bright yellow bikini. Whoots , go shida! I miss your smouldering look babes.
Frankly i have nothing new to update because ive been stuck at home for the past two days because of an annoying fever. I hate being sick. I feel horrible and I look horrible. I wish i have something interesting to update about so i wont feel so horrible. But i dont have anything to update about. Therefore , this is horrible.
Loads of great movies coming up. So for those of you who owe me money , you can pay back by treating me movies. And please tell me Da Vinci Code is not M18 or i will be seriously pissed off.
I need to buy loads of stuffs before school starts. My aunt already promised me a new wadrobe so i have stylish things to wear to poly. Yeeha. Things ive already had in mind would brand new spanking sneakers , a light pink cardigan , black pants , pink bohemian skirts , bracelets and loads loads of stuffs. I can't wait. I dont trust myself to buy all of em now , i'd prolly destroy them all before school starts. So .. yeah .. chill raudah .. chill.
Aimran says my name is
Siti natalie raudah binte muhd fauzy lazy john keneddy
thanks. All i need to do now is get a new IC.
Frankly i have nothing new to update because ive been stuck at home for the past two days because of an annoying fever. I hate being sick. I feel horrible and I look horrible. I wish i have something interesting to update about so i wont feel so horrible. But i dont have anything to update about. Therefore , this is horrible.
Loads of great movies coming up. So for those of you who owe me money , you can pay back by treating me movies. And please tell me Da Vinci Code is not M18 or i will be seriously pissed off.
I need to buy loads of stuffs before school starts. My aunt already promised me a new wadrobe so i have stylish things to wear to poly. Yeeha. Things ive already had in mind would brand new spanking sneakers , a light pink cardigan , black pants , pink bohemian skirts , bracelets and loads loads of stuffs. I can't wait. I dont trust myself to buy all of em now , i'd prolly destroy them all before school starts. So .. yeah .. chill raudah .. chill.
Aimran says my name is
Siti natalie raudah binte muhd fauzy lazy john keneddy
thanks. All i need to do now is get a new IC.
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11:52 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Goodbye Photoshop 5. Now i have Photoshop CS.
*does happy dance*
yeah , at first i was pretty pissed off that the computer had been reformatted and all my files are gone! But now the computer is no longer lagging and my uncle just instaleld photoshop cs. Yay yay!
So being the photoshop freak that i am , i immediately begin to experiment with my new found love of my life. OMG , all the functions are soo cool. Much better than photoshop 5. Right now i cant wait to start learning more at Temasek Poly . I'm already begun my studying by reading tutorials from deviantart.com . I can't wait to get started. Especially on photography !
im so excited. im so excited.
*dreamy sigh*
I intended it to look like poster. You know , a poster of three girls looking at a poster. COOL RIGHT?!
We're colourful people.
Tried to duplicate the tomato behind us. but my face looks like im trying to fart while being happy.
Yesterday I played pool for the first time in my life. We sucked. Except for fatin. Fatin was born a Pooler. The rest of us .. *Shakes head* . Shairah looked like a pro though , except there were times when she said "if i dont get this Im the worse player in the world" And everytime she said that , she didnt score. Majority of the time , Qazim scored the white balls. Hidayah is like super confident but super sucked (Sorry to say). I mean im not saying we seriously sucked , we were just having fun laughing at other people's mistakes. And im just exageratting. We were actually okay.
I love to screw with other people's minds.
*does happy dance*
yeah , at first i was pretty pissed off that the computer had been reformatted and all my files are gone! But now the computer is no longer lagging and my uncle just instaleld photoshop cs. Yay yay!
So being the photoshop freak that i am , i immediately begin to experiment with my new found love of my life. OMG , all the functions are soo cool. Much better than photoshop 5. Right now i cant wait to start learning more at Temasek Poly . I'm already begun my studying by reading tutorials from deviantart.com . I can't wait to get started. Especially on photography !
im so excited. im so excited.
*dreamy sigh*
I intended it to look like poster. You know , a poster of three girls looking at a poster. COOL RIGHT?!
We're colourful people.
Tried to duplicate the tomato behind us. but my face looks like im trying to fart while being happy.
Yesterday I played pool for the first time in my life. We sucked. Except for fatin. Fatin was born a Pooler. The rest of us .. *Shakes head* . Shairah looked like a pro though , except there were times when she said "if i dont get this Im the worse player in the world" And everytime she said that , she didnt score. Majority of the time , Qazim scored the white balls. Hidayah is like super confident but super sucked (Sorry to say). I mean im not saying we seriously sucked , we were just having fun laughing at other people's mistakes. And im just exageratting. We were actually okay.
I love to screw with other people's minds.
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2:53 AM
Friday, March 03, 2006
Just got a haircut.
I love the hairdresser.
Seriously
Now i've got sexy hair.
I love the hairdresser.
Seriously
Now i've got sexy hair.
raudahrevealed something at
9:23 AM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
I am a Temasek Poly Design student.
God that sounds good.
However im still extremely disappointed i didnt get to go tpjc. Its this rejection feeling you know. From now on i'll be forever labelled as the girl who wanted to go jc but couldnt make it. Ouch. I guess you have to be careful what you wish for. There was this period of time where i was convinced i made the wrong choice and was hoping i didnt get to go to tpjc. But after crashing mjc , that soon changed.
I shouldnt have crashed mjc.
Anyway Sadiq was trying to convince me to appeal for tpjc so he will have a friend.
Him: You tell them you got extraordinary talent in malay
me: Eh kau buat klakar per?!
Hahahahha . I couldnt stop laughing at that. And by the way i never thought i would say this but OMG SADIQ SOUNDS SO MATURED NOW. hahahaha , go sadiq!
Im going to miss mugging. The course im going to will have no exams , just projects and projects. I got "Visual Communications" , the course i've been aiming for since last year. Even so , when i saw my posting results i was like "Nooooooooo..." i've been rejected by tpjc. Im a reject. REJECT. It was the only jc i applied for and they refused me. But i guess i should be happy i got visual comm , since im very passionate about it. For you information its a course of graphic design and photography. I'm just doubting my capabilities. Sure i can design and everything but im not that good. This kind of thing relies of talents and im not sure im talented enough for it. I just try very hard. Im not trying to be humble here. But i had always been lousy at art since kindergarden. I was always laughed at for my drawings!
The thing is , im not saying i would do badly in visual communication. In fact im confident i wont. What im actually concerned about is how well i can do. I dont want to be just okay , i want to be WOW! I want to make it to university.
Today i woke up at a worl record timing. At 9.00. Why? Cause shida called me. All i need was to say "Hello" and she was like "YA ALLAH , BELOM BANGUN LAGI?!" i guess my just-woke-up voice is very distinct until its recognised even though all i just said was "hello" . Yeah , my sexy bed voice. muahahah!
Eh people who going to temasek poly , holler!
God that sounds good.
However im still extremely disappointed i didnt get to go tpjc. Its this rejection feeling you know. From now on i'll be forever labelled as the girl who wanted to go jc but couldnt make it. Ouch. I guess you have to be careful what you wish for. There was this period of time where i was convinced i made the wrong choice and was hoping i didnt get to go to tpjc. But after crashing mjc , that soon changed.
I shouldnt have crashed mjc.
Anyway Sadiq was trying to convince me to appeal for tpjc so he will have a friend.
Him: You tell them you got extraordinary talent in malay
me: Eh kau buat klakar per?!
Hahahahha . I couldnt stop laughing at that. And by the way i never thought i would say this but OMG SADIQ SOUNDS SO MATURED NOW. hahahaha , go sadiq!
Im going to miss mugging. The course im going to will have no exams , just projects and projects. I got "Visual Communications" , the course i've been aiming for since last year. Even so , when i saw my posting results i was like "Nooooooooo..." i've been rejected by tpjc. Im a reject. REJECT. It was the only jc i applied for and they refused me. But i guess i should be happy i got visual comm , since im very passionate about it. For you information its a course of graphic design and photography. I'm just doubting my capabilities. Sure i can design and everything but im not that good. This kind of thing relies of talents and im not sure im talented enough for it. I just try very hard. Im not trying to be humble here. But i had always been lousy at art since kindergarden. I was always laughed at for my drawings!
The thing is , im not saying i would do badly in visual communication. In fact im confident i wont. What im actually concerned about is how well i can do. I dont want to be just okay , i want to be WOW! I want to make it to university.
Today i woke up at a worl record timing. At 9.00. Why? Cause shida called me. All i need was to say "Hello" and she was like "YA ALLAH , BELOM BANGUN LAGI?!" i guess my just-woke-up voice is very distinct until its recognised even though all i just said was "hello" . Yeah , my sexy bed voice. muahahah!
Eh people who going to temasek poly , holler!
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6:34 PM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Crashing mjc had been a refreshing after zillions of years stuck at home. My actual plan was only to crash for one day. But hidayah bribed me to come for the next day.
First day equals going to khairul's house , this new friend i made. Its still hard to believe that i actually said "What? are you crazy?!" when they first asked me to join them. Going to a guy-i-barely-knew's house with 4 other guys. Whadda- . But at last , i decided to go after much convincing from faizal that we're just going to khairul's house for food.Anyway we went to his house and watched ... a gay movie, "Beautiful Boxer" . Of all the 831093821931890 dvds in khairul's collection, the guys decided to watch a movie about a gay boxer.
But it was a beautiful movie. And khairul is a beautiful host. ahem
Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... I was saved when Hidayah , Fatin and Alia joined us later. To which Khairul picked them up personally cause they didnt know where his house were.. I shall not talk about how i spend my day at mjc because , i seriously want to highlight the fact that I went to khairul's house.
Soooooooooo...
Second day. Which was today! Sat through chem lecture. Me and Hidayah spent the time passing notes. And i swear it wasnt my idea. In fact , half way i was telling her that she should pay attention but she's like "Nooo! continue on writing" So yeah , like i could resist that , i didnt even know what the lecturer was talking about. Anyway after the lecture , i teared the paper up into 8 peices and gave 4 to Hidayah and kept the other 4. We planned to tear the paper up into more peices and then throw em at two different dustbins.
Smart people.
After that , I spent with Fatin's group of friends.
I am in love with Victoria guys. They're hilarious .
I would list all the things they did but i dont think i have the time. And its 1.45 am. I'm tired and sleepy. This was just an im-not-dead-post
First day equals going to khairul's house , this new friend i made. Its still hard to believe that i actually said "What? are you crazy?!" when they first asked me to join them. Going to a guy-i-barely-knew's house with 4 other guys. Whadda- . But at last , i decided to go after much convincing from faizal that we're just going to khairul's house for food.Anyway we went to his house and watched ... a gay movie, "Beautiful Boxer" . Of all the 831093821931890 dvds in khairul's collection, the guys decided to watch a movie about a gay boxer.
But it was a beautiful movie. And khairul is a beautiful host. ahem
Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... I was saved when Hidayah , Fatin and Alia joined us later. To which Khairul picked them up personally cause they didnt know where his house were.. I shall not talk about how i spend my day at mjc because , i seriously want to highlight the fact that I went to khairul's house.
Soooooooooo...
Second day. Which was today! Sat through chem lecture. Me and Hidayah spent the time passing notes. And i swear it wasnt my idea. In fact , half way i was telling her that she should pay attention but she's like "Nooo! continue on writing" So yeah , like i could resist that , i didnt even know what the lecturer was talking about. Anyway after the lecture , i teared the paper up into 8 peices and gave 4 to Hidayah and kept the other 4. We planned to tear the paper up into more peices and then throw em at two different dustbins.
Smart people.
After that , I spent with Fatin's group of friends.
I am in love with Victoria guys. They're hilarious .
I would list all the things they did but i dont think i have the time. And its 1.45 am. I'm tired and sleepy. This was just an im-not-dead-post
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