MOVED.

raudahrevealed something at 7:43 AM

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Today nabil and iman thought it was their duty to wake me up. And they decide the only way to do that was to pour powder all over me while i sleep.

-_-

But whatever , i woke up smelling all nice.

I have yet to list down the many ways both of them had used to wake me up. Let's see , there's the traditional "pouring water in my face" . Or screaming at the top of their lungs in my ears. Last time my maid would put nabil on top of me. And he'll scratch my face till i wake up.

My sympathy goes out to their future wives.

Anyway , my habit for sleeping for ungodly long hours , in legendary. So much so , i have earned myself the nickname "Sleeping beauty" in my house. Not that im complaining of course.

Next tuesday is floorball trials , which i really really want to go. But im not sure i've got the guts to go there alone. I've tried asking people who might be interested to try out with me. But so far, nobody wants to!! Somebody has to , i can't go there alone...

I'm an insecure person.

Haikal is soo not helping. He says that im too short for the cca. EXCUSE ME!!! i am sooooooooooo not short. i'm taller than like... a whole bunch of people. I've never been so insulted. Seriously.

Well at least i can spell "squash" court properly. Unlike someee people.

Haikal: Have you seen the rock-climbing gym?
Me: No..
Haikal: The one beside the squesh court.
Me: Squesh?
Me: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
Haikal: Oi ,aper lah.
Me: its squash lah bodo.
Haikal: Oh.

Whoever thinks the "squesh" when pronounced is seriously damn funny please raise both hands.

*raises both hands*

Small things like this amuse me to no end.

On to another subject , as you guys have noticed , i have a new layout.I hadnt done any work for a long time in photoshop. So on a rainy bored day , i decided to that i should do a new layout. Took me quite a while to put everything together. Especially the words.

For all those people who hates pink. This wasnt a personal attack

-_-

raudahrevealed something at 10:00 PM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

For the 3rd consecutive time , i write my entry in a tired state. Im supposed to be sleeping right now and rest my aching body. But im too hyped up. Just returned from a whole day at sentosa. I went there thinking it was a SPYDRA outing but it was actually an outing for the whole FOC empires.So yesh , we dominated the beach.

Unsurprisingly i was the only girl in tudung there. This does not in any way bother me. What bothers me is the constant questioning about whether i was feeling hot or not.

No idiots , i was born with an aircon sticking out of my butt.

OF COURSE HOT LAH.

But i do understand why people ask me that. Its the same like when you cut your hair and the whole day you go to school everyone goes up to you and ask "you cut your hair issit?"

In life , even the obvious needs clarification.

ANYWAYYYY.. i had tons and tons and tons of fun. Not so much in the afternoon because it was hot and i hate volleyball. But i got to play soccer a while. And i got some comments that im really good at it. But i think what they mean is that im really good.. for a girl player. OWELLLS.

I think im seriously thick skin. I got khairudin to buy me slurpee and used 2 dollars of farhan's money. After that i ate khairudin's fries and drank his drink. I bet they're like "wah this girl so tak tahu malu" . Anyway i refuse to call khairudin , din even though everyone calls him that. I dont know why i have something against nicknames. It just bugs me. Like dont ever call me "Rau". IT IS NOT COOL OKAY. "RAUDAH" has a very nice meaning thank you very much. it means , "heaven" .

"Rau" on the other hand has no meaning. It is seriously a big whatthefook. So yeah , call me raudah.

Everyone was having much more fun than me at the beach. Because they went to bathe in the sea and played loads of games. And the girls were all in bikinis. shorts , t-shirts, whatever. I on the other hand was busy trying to apparate to Antratica. SERIOUSLY , it was that hot.

After a friggin long day at the beach , we all headed to outside plaza singapura to eat together. ALL OF US. which was about a hundred , or probably more. Public nuisance moments. haha. And we would constantly say that we're from Republic Poly out loud. You know ... so tp's name would still be clear.

We're so smart.

raudahrevealed something at 9:09 AM

Friday, April 21, 2006

I have been surrounded by never-ending awesomeness for the past 4 days. By this i mean , TEMASEK DESIGN SCHOOL is the best best best place to be in. I have never seen a more creative , exciting and a more united bunch of people. Everywhere i turn to i get to know a dynamic personality. Crazy fashion sense , loud voices , amusing antics , we have it all.

I had fun going along with the cheers of disturbing all the other schools in temasek poly. Our goal was to annoy the pants off them. Hopefully ..

we succeded.

DESIGN OIEEEEEEEE!!

We ended our design orientation camp yesterday with a mass shower , which is an annual tradition of temasek design school. Basically the freshies are cramped in one area and the seniors all throw pails and buckets of water at us. Our school director had cheated our feelings by saying that he decided to discontinue the tradition because he didnt want us to feel victimised. But at the end of the speech he said something like "We dont want you to feel victimised but the seniors have decided we should continue the tradition"

And before we knew it , all of us was drenched from head to toe .
DAMN SHIOK and

a bloody waste of water.

The designers also danced two nights in a row. One was the last night of design camp , during our own school's jam and hop and the second one , the next night with the rest of the school.

So that's 3 Jam & Hop i missed. THREEEE... i prolly wont dance for the rest of my life either. But i guess it would be worth it. I very much dislike all those people who tell me , other people in tudung also go jam&hop to dance.

I am not one of those tudung people. I have my own principles. Doesnt mean a lot of them do it , i am consented to do it.

so let me be.

Anyway , i am beginning to think i will enjoy school very much. First of all , i only have to go to school 4 times a week. Design freshies have Mondays off. WHOOOTS. 2ND of all , design is thy place to be.

all im worried about is the no exams system. Im so used to the secondary school system im not sure i can cope with only relying on projects. And everyone around me are so talented , i am seriously no match to them.

but i will try my very best to not only be a match but be the best among them.

I can be so competitve sometimes. But this is serious. I want dont want to stop at getting a diploma. I want to go all the way to university.I chose poly instead of jc by promising to myself that i will give my all to reach my goal of holding a degree.

YAY FOR EXTREMELY AMBITIOUS DREAMS.

I still have one more week to rot at home cause school start , earliest 2nd of May. BLEAH . I want school to start now.

EDIT: i was browsing through blogs and found this

i'm back from tat suxy camp by my tp design seniors...torture is wad they noe...they keep torturing us wif water n i hate water...it stinks n it's cold veri de cold...

WHATTEFOOK.

All this while , you bathe in sand issit?

insufferable spoilt brats with water heaters at home and who can't spell .SHEESH

raudahrevealed something at 8:14 PM

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Fatigue is taking over me , i will not be able to update properly.

I am exhausted to the point of insanity. 4 days of extreme sweating and lack of sleep. 3 days of TP orientation camp and one whole day of captain's ball tournament consecutively.

Today i finally have a peaceful day at home. And the next four days starting tommorow will be of design school orientation . and then 2 days rest before school starts , that is , i have no plans for the weekends which is rare.

Not funny.

However i cant deny that i am enjoying myself. So , i shall stop whining

Now lets talk about the tp camp. I think the GLs are cool people. I'm considering joining them. We'll see. I think my group's GL is the best . Im not only saying this just to say this (??) but because i seriously think so. the're so passionate and dedicated and soooo nice to us.They are also the hottest compared to the other groups. HOHO. i am serious. So many eyecandies.And they GL think of the horniest cheers. .

DUN U WISH UR DING DING
WAS BIG LIKE MINE???
DUN U WISH UR BLONG BLONG WAS LONG LIKE MINE???
NOW ITS TIME TO FIGHT....PENETRATE

A cup B cup go away
C cup D cup come my way
E cup F cup
girls : WALAU EH
boys : SOUP BOWLLLLLLLL!!

and yes we did this with hand actions.There was this one particular horny cheer our gls thought of about all the other empires and commitee, Antor , Mantis , Centis , Beenox and our empire , Spydra. The cheer too long , i can't remember. It was damn hilarious , too bad we didnt use it.

Although there was only few malays and i was the only girl in tudung in Spydra, i didnt feel like they discriminate me or anything. Everyone was seriously super nice to me.Although , the girls really concerned about me suffering underneath all that clothes. What not , i was covered from head to toe for like 3 friggin days.

Manhunt was quite a traumatising experience. I was convinced it was just a typical manhunt competition so each of the empire just send a random guy on stage.until sahfahri said something like "there is no such thing as a non-pervertic game in temasek poly" . So yeah ,each guy representitive from each group had to stripped from their shirts. The game was judged by only one criteria which was, which guy had the longest and bushiest armpit hair. The rule was the , the contestant weren't supposed to know. The rule was only revealed at the end of the game.

Supposedly , this year's standard has dropped. Thank god. ARMPIT HAIR IS NOT MACHO OKAY.

All the other games were more horny than this . Oh yes they were.

I only danced for a while for jam&hop. I didnt think it felt right because i was wearing tudung and was like sort of clubbing.The lights were off and there was those laser lights and smoke. I very much wanted to dance rigth there and then. But alas , i restrained myself. Which was damn hard seeing that the music was hip hop and the bass was awesome.

I really miss dance.

Anyhows , like i said i only danced for a while . I decided to get out of the crowd. Me and Reza joined the malay GLs sitting outside to enjoy the fresh air.Thank god , if not i would have to sit at the side like a loser. I guess this was better cause now i know a few seniors.

The last night was quite emotional. A lot of tears . I didnt cry , but yes i was really sad that it was ending. I was getting really attached to everyone.

ANYWAY TP MASS DANCE ROCKS.

liyana says blop blop blop , raudah says pundi
blopblopblop + pundi = blopundi

raudahrevealed something at 11:42 PM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

My mum thinks im going to a school called tampines polytechnic

-_-

raudahrevealed something at 1:21 AM

Saturday, April 08, 2006

"Aper tu yang bau hangus.... ?" has become a common phrase in my household.For the benefit of non-malay speaking people it actually means , "What is that burning smell ?" . The reason being , I , Siti Raudah Bte Fawzi Laza , have decided to start cooking my own food. Unfortunately for me , no one is being supportive of my intentions.So what if my fried prata , nuggets , chicken are mostly black , it is not hangus , it is just overly garing.

I am going to continue cooking my own stuff. Deal with it.

Anyway i can't wait to start schooling. Having no school for so many months has made me a whiny person. I whine about my problems , i whine about my life.. I think the reason for that is the fact that i have nothing to distract me. When i go to school and surround myself with friends , its easy for me to not think about the bad stuffs.

However , there are some moments where all i wanna do is think about the bad stuff. Even if my friends tell me , well at least you have this , at least you have that. I refuse to think about all the positive things in my life. I just want to wallow myself up in self-pity. Lose my guard and literally have a crying fest. Because im sick of always thinking about the positive stuffs in life. What? just because there's something positive in my life , i dont deserve the right to cry? Well if that's the case then all of you out there wont get to cry either. Because we all have something to be happy about in our life , whether it is a family , a friend , a brother , beauty , brains etc etc.

Don't get me wrong , I want to be a strong person but sometimes , and only sometimes , just please let me be weak.

Okay everyone im sure this is just a phase im going through. All the emo stuffs. I'll get over it soon. ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.. i was bored so i decided to take a quiz.

You Are The Girlfriend From Hell!

You're hell on wheels, which is sometimes a good thing.
But it's often a bad thing, as you usually leave your guy's head spinning.
Slow down, or else your relationship will end in a loud crash.
Or you'll end up with a guy so wild - even you can't tame him.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

Oh wells . it was expected.

raudahrevealed something at 11:09 AM

Friday, April 07, 2006

LOBAK is my favourite word at the moment. Because i think it sounds super cool. Anyway i've been tagged by liyana to do this thingy. If not dont think i'd wanna do it. First of all the whole thing iS tYpeD LiKe ThiS. So i had to type the questions out on my own. Or ThE wHOlE EnTrY WOuLd IrRItATE thE HaIr Out yOUr HEad.

THE FINAL FIVE:Remove the blog in the top spot form the following list and bump everyone up in one place. THen add your blog at the bottom spot.

1.TooLate
2.the_materialistic_world
3.da LIl GeRl In Me - PriNcEsZ ZOhrA BLog!!!
4.memores dat last forever_liyana
5. LOBAK ME ________raudah.

THen You SeLEcT 5PEoPLE to SprEAd thE lOvE
1.Fatin
2.Shida
3.Fahmy
4.Wani
5. Syed Azmir

What were you doing 5 years ago?
Watching WWF and strategising the many ways to assasinate kurt angle . I used to think he was the spawn of satan.

5 snacks you enjoy
1. Nano nano
2. Potato chips hot an spicy
3. G.V popcorn sweet
4. Sweet and spicy drumlets
5. famous amos

5 songs which you know all the lyrics off your head now..
1. the Hi-5 songs.I have been forced to watch the damn show every afternoon that i can sing the theme song backwards now
2.Rasa sayang eh!! rasa sayang sayang eh!!
3.Rossa- Pudar
4. Majulah singapura
5. We care - temasek school song!!!!

5 things you would do if you were a millionare
1. Build a school. LOBAK PRIMARY SCHOOL.
2.Buy myself a laptop
3.Build a hospital LOBAK GENERAL HOSPITAL
4.Go for facial treatments
5.Buy a new house for Jup-Jup so he would stop stealing all katheleen's stuff. Im talking about Hi-5 by the way.

5 things you like to do
1.Pinch Nabil's cheeks
2.Shopping like im paris hilton.
3. calling people selenger
4. hugging
5. Signing autographs =)

5 fav toys
TOYS ARE FOR KIDS ,SELENGER

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Gila-gila pengantin popular cracked me up. Especially the last part. "Taip pengantin undi.. ataupun... Pundi"

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA PUNDI. pundi sounds sooo vulgar.

PUNDI!!!!!

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one who's in your arms
to hold you tight

besok main netball! yay!

raudahrevealed something at 8:44 AM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

GLOOMY DAY.

this only happens once in a while. But yeah i think it has something to do with waking up so late. I've been having trouble sleeping nowadays. Like , on Saturday i went to bed at about 12++ but i only slept at like ..6 am. I hate this so much. I DUNNO WHY ITS SO DIFFICULT TO SLEEP.

Yesterday i slept at 6 am. But that was because i was conferencing on the phone with Abdillah and Haza.its been a while since i talked to them.

Anyway ive just been cheated 18 dollars of my money. On a facial foam. 18 dollars so expensive!! The saleswoman lah. I was contented with buying the 6 dollars one. But she made me buy the 18 dollars one. Told me my face got loads of whiteheads and blackheads. OUCHHHHHHH. then after buying it ,she informed me that i will experience a break-out. Cause it will remove all the dirt inside first ... Then after a while it'll be okay. But dont worry .. after that your face will be okay.

Thanks for telling but gee i would appreciate it if you tell me before i paid the 18 dollars!!!

This is sooo not what i need. My temasek poly orientation camp is in 1 week! I do not want a break-out on my orientation camp , thank you very much. Orientation is like the beginning of my whole social life in poly.Not to mention the day after orientation camp is over i've got that captain's ball tournament at masjid Darusallam. and he'll be there.

ARGH ARGH.

I told my mum of how i was physcologically robbed by this freaking saleswoman. to get her sympathy.

Me: Adah dipaksa beli facial foam $18!!
Her: Saper plak yang paksa ?
Me: The saleswoman. Dia kutuk muka adah sampai adah beli facial foam tu.
Her: lahh...
Me: Sekarang duit adah dah habis
Her: Nanti mama kasi lagi...

YESSSSSS..

I have come to the decision im going to wear selendang for the orientation camp.Dilemma of the century. Because i do not want to wear selendang for camp because its leceh. You know like if i wake up in the morning everyone just change into their shorts and t-shirts and i'll have to wear my long pants , long-sleeve t-shirt , skop , then my tudung , the pins on my tudung .... blah blah blah.

But on the other hand ive got to take this tudung business very seriously. I can't just one day wear , one day dont wear. What sort of message would i convey to people. That i can just wear it as and when i like. That if it put me at a disadvantage in any way , i'll just not wear it. No , i have to make it a commitment now.

This is determined raudah speaking okay.

Only 1 more week to poly life. I'm feeling the pressure already. However one of the pressures have been solved. I dont need to worry about clothes anymore because my makcik just practically gave me half he wadrobe. Her reason being , she feels so guilty buying clothes and not wearing them because she has sooo many. So now i have like 31283913812931390 new blouses and skirts and kurtas in my wadrobe. They are mostly quite oversized but that can be arranged cause my other makcik is a genius with the sewing machine.

Also i do not have to worry about bags anymore. As I have two new ones , courtesy of my makcik also. And guess what one of it is Prada. PRADA !!! omg now i have a PRADA bag to wear to school. can you imagine? I bet Shairah is jealous already. haha. Okay , now you know the extend of my aunt's genorisity. And how many things she has! So many many things that she can give away a good-conditioned PRADA bag.

Reza says i should not hide the PRADA bag underneath my tudung. I'm like , no wayyyyyyyyyyy.. I'm going to shove it under everyone's noses. Seriously. I should wear the bag above my tudung and not underneath it. Then everyone will think i am very very rich. I'll be like , the next paris hilton! THE MUSLIM VERSION. whoots whoots.

Eh i've got this feeling something is going to go wrong somehow. I mean ,the whole enrolment thing.I'm worried i skipped a step of . But i think i've done and sent everything. Except apply for the ez-link card and submitting the Mendaki Loan Form. The Mendaki Loan Form is like soo complicated.Who else is applying for the Mendaki Loan ???? Not the grant tau... The loan...

I went to the Mendaki Mentoring thingy Gathering the other day. It was ... okayyyy.. We all played three bowling games for free. THREE! Then after that headed for the beach and played the most predictable game ever introduced to the face of the earth. Dog & Bone. Surprisingly the game was quiteee fun. The opponent was actually losing. But after Azrai'e accidentally grabbed a girl's butt instead of tapping her , they started winning!! I think Azrai'e got excited and then suddenly smangat to play.

So yeah that was the only highlight of that day.

I'm meeting Shaiful after this to accompany him go Bugis. Because i have nothing else better to do. And he promise he'll treat me if i get hungry. Thank god , cause now im starving and broke.

raudahrevealed something at 12:26 AM

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Yesterday i managed to prank 4 people. ONLIEH. damnit. I only realised it was april fool at about 10 pm.One of the pranks was to tell qazim that Mr Eng masuk islam.

Qazim believed it . He told me it was convincing. I bet it was. I typing everything in caps lock. OMG MR ENG MASUK ISLAM. WHATTEHECK. SO UNEXPECTED SIA! WHATTEFOOK. THIS IS CRAZY. and he's all like HAHAHAHAHAHA . OMG!!! EWW.. HE MUST SUNAT.

Oh i used the same prank on Faizal. and he's all for visiting Mr.Eng's house and making him feel welcome and started talking about how converts find it difficult. Blahblahblah.

And then of course , we (faizal and me) decided to prank Azri who's a harry potter freak. A bigger harry potter freak than i am. Which i thought wasnt possible. We told him , J.K Rowling coming to Singapore. But its like we were the ones who were pranked instead , cause the effect wasnt what we expected.

Me: J.K ROWLING COMING TO SINGAPORE!!
Faizal : Omg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (he's pretending he just heard the news lah)
Azri: there is an update on her site . u all check already?
Faizal and me : *blur*
Azri: The WOMBAT test
me: *wtf?*

so basically me and faizal were like "She's really coming to singapore?" But it turned out Azri was really talking about the WOMBAT test. Whatever that is. but he did say he believed us when we told him j.k rowling coming to singapore. I told him it was in The Straits Times and he really did checked the newspaper. For a really really long time. So yeah , the prank sort of worked.

I shall not say the prank i pulled on Liyana cause she'll kill me. Hahahaha. But yeah i got her to stop breathing for a while . =p

p.s: I wrote this while having stomach cramps so pardon if it all spells out nonsense to you.

AND HAPPY 17th BUFFDAEEE FATIN!!

raudahrevealed something at 8:33 AM